Religious communities -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“I would talk to thee about Brother Kellar,” he said. “Walda Kellar is
concerned lest she hath been selfish in asking thee to stay in the
village. The women of Zanah have told her that thou hast much to do in
the world and that thou canst ill afford to waste thy time here in the
colony.”
Everett forgot his reflections of the previous hour and replied:
“I shall be glad to stay here. It is a privilege to be useful once in a
while.”
“Dost thou work much?” asked the school-master. Gerson Brandt folded his
thin hands that bore the marks of toil and turned to scrutinize the
stranger. “It is long since I left the world,” he added. “I know little
of it as it is to-day, but I remember that it was a very busy place.”
Everett could not repress a smile.
“You speak as if the whole world were one great village, and Zanah’s
only rival,” he said.
Gerson Brandt laughed, and for an instant his face was young.
“We colonists live shut up in our little valley so closely that we can
hardly be called a part of the changing life of America,” he said. “Once
I loved the things of the world, and even now I sometimes long for what
were once my idols.”
“Your idols?”
“Once I dreamed of being a great artist,” confessed the school-master.
“That was when I was a youth in Munich. There came to me a
disappointment. Then it was shown to my soul that I must not fix my
hopes on the things of earth. I drifted to America. The world was cruel
to me. Somehow I found Zanah. My art was a help to the people of the
colony. They took me in.”
He spoke simply, but there was a little quaver in his voice, and he
turned his head away.
Everett rose and began to pace up and down the porch. The humble tragedy
in the life of the man of Zanah touched him and made him feel ashamed of
his own paltry aims.
“Do you mean that you illuminated their books?” he asked.
Gerson Brandt shook his head.
“Not at first. I still loved beauty. I yet had ambition, and it was long
before I could trust myself to use the colors. I had a hard discipline.
For years I have made the designs for the blue calicoes that the mills
turn out.”
“By Jove! I don’t know how a man can surrender all his ambitions. I
cannot make it out,” Everett exclaimed, pausing before the gentle
school-master. “How long have you been in Zanah?”
“Fifteen years. I was two-and-twenty when I came. Some day, before I
die, I mean to go out to see what changes have taken place. I know that
men are doing marvellous things, for sometimes I talk to strangers. But
it is better not to know the world, for it gives a man so many interests
he forgets his God.” Gerson Brandt hesitated a moment. “Even under the
protection of Zanah it is hard for a man to subdue all the human forces
within him,” he added.
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