Religious communities -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“There are strange, earthly impulses in my heart that none but Gerson
Brandt can understand,” she said. “But even he will not let me speak of
them.”
“What are your besetting sins?” Everett asked, gently. “Can’t you
confess them to me? Perhaps I can judge more fairly than any one in
Zanah, because mine must be the broader view.”
Walda cast upon him a look of such trustfulness that his conscience
smote him.
“Stephen, my faith in the devil is not strong. I like not to think of
the power of evil, for truly the world seemeth good to me. When I walk
forth into the fields something in me maketh me to love the beauty of
the sky, the vast stretches of rolling prairie, and the shining water of
the distant lake. The bird-voices seem human to me, and yet the
meadow-lark and the robin, the little creatures that God hath made,
appear not to know of Satan’s rule.”
“Walda, you are not sinning. The Creator of all things is speaking to
you through nature.”
“Dost thou believe that, Stephen?”
“Yes; science teaches that. Have you not been taught that the wood which
burns so brightly on your hearth is giving out the sunshine stored for
years, so that in time man might use it?”
Walda listened with parted lips.
“Ah, that is good,” she said. “Perhaps thou couldst unlock many of the
mysteries that disturb me. Canst thou tell how the grain of wheat
groweth when it is put into the ground? Dost thou know how the egg is
changed into the nestling?”
“Science has probed the secrets of the seed and the egg, and it has
discovered much. If it is permitted, I will send you books when I have
returned to the world.”
“Nay, I am but a child in my ignorance. Canst thou not tell me about the
mysteries when thou comest here to this room?”
“It would be a privilege to teach you,” said Everett. “We might have our
first lesson to-morrow.”
“I have not told thee half my wayward impulses,” Walda declared,
presently. “When strangers have driven to the village I have caught
glimpses of women who wore gay clothes, and I have coveted the gowns of
exquisite color.” She hesitated for a moment, with something like
embarrassment. “And, Stephen,” she added, “I like thy garb better than
that of the men of Zanah. Thou hast a ring on thy finger that I think is
pretty, and when thou takest from thy pocket thy gold watch I have a
curiosity to look at it. This shows how easily I am tempted by earthly
gauds.”
Everett could not repress a little laugh, but seeing how much in earnest
she was, he said, quite solemnly:
“Walda, these are not sins. Your confessions show that you are a woman
with a woman’s impulses. Even a prophetess cannot help being a little
human.”
He took his watch from his pocket and placed it in her lap. Drawing from
his finger a ring of beautifully wrought gold, he put it into her hand.
Walda’s face crimsoned.
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