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“After the hour in which Joseph Hoff looked at me, the day was happier
when I could see him. I no longer rebelled against the hard tasks given
me. I had sweet dreams,” declared Frieda.
“I have felt as thou sayest thou feelest, but it was prayer and fasting
that made the earth like the outer courts of heaven. Frieda, Frieda,
thou hast mistaken the spirit of holiness for earthly love.”
Walda Kellar leaned forward, clasping her hands together in a gesture
which betrayed her relief at what she supposed was her discovery of the
true state of her companion’s mind.
“Nay, nay, it was love that made a new life for me,” insisted Frieda,
shaking her black-capped head and speaking in a low voice.
“How couldst thou know?”
“One day Joseph spoke to me sweet words; he touched my hand. Life became
changed again. In my heart thenceforth was a great loneliness except
when I was near Joseph Hoff. I trembled when he touched my hand, and I
would have had him always by my side.”
“Ah, this that thou tellest me is strange indeed. I have known something
of this loneliness, but it was the loneliness of the soul that seeketh
God and feareth to lose the way to heaven. Tell me something more of thy
love.”
“Joseph Hoff sometimes said I was like an angel to him. He spoke softly
of love.”
“Thou wert wrong to listen,” said Walda.
“Thou hast spoken often with the stranger in Zanah.”
“True, but we talked of books, and the woods; of the wonders of the
heavens and the glories of the earth.”
“We spoke few words, but they gave me strange strength. The earth seemed
a pleasanter place after we had talked together. Hast thou never known a
day when suddenly the flowers became more beautiful and the sun shone
brighter?”
“Yea, lately, since the inspiration hath come to me, it is as if Zanah
were bathed in a heavenly radiance. But tell me more, Frieda.”
“The days became pleasant; every one was joyous. There was in my heart a
singing that made me care not for the reproofs of the village mothers.”
“I know what thou meanest. Thy experiences are not different from mine.”
Walda looked into her companion’s face with a smile of sympathy.
“Disturb not thyself any longer. Thou hast the revelation of divinity
that the Lord sendeth to those who serve Him. Why didst thou think this
new glory in thy life was an earthly love? Foolish girl, I am glad that
I did have this chance to probe thy heart to-day.”
“It was not love of God that was in my heart, Walda.” Frieda looked into
the fire and shook her head thoughtfully. “Else why should I look each
day for a glimpse of Joseph Hoff? Why should the simplest word from him
be more to me than the longest prayer of any of the elders? Even if I
had thought in the beginning that the tumult in my heart was due to the
fervor of my religious faith, I found out very soon that it was Joseph
Hoff I loved.”
“How did the revelation come?” Walda whispered.
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