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“One day, when I went back into the hay-field to find a rake I had left,
Joseph Hoff, who was working on the top of the stack, came down to the
field, and, taking both my hands, he kissed me.” Frieda lifted the
corner of her apron and half hid her face as she made this confession.
“Ah, that was sinful, indeed!” exclaimed Walda, her eyes wide with
horror. “We of Zanah have been taught that a kiss is the password that
Satan giveth to weak and foolish men and women. I hope that thou didst
rebuke the bold and sinful youth.”
Frieda raised her apron a little higher and made no reply.
“What didst thou do when he had kissed thee?” Walda asked, after a
moment of silence.
“I—I—waited for him to kiss me again.”
Walda drew away from the girl beside her. “How couldst thou let any man
touch thy lips?” she exclaimed in indignation.
“Because I loved him.”
“And since Joseph Hoff hath kissed thee, hast thou not lost the sense of
holiness that belongeth to the people of Zanah?”
“Nay, every kiss hath added a glory to the earth. I care no longer for
heaven if I may dwell with Joseph Hoff here in Zanah.”
“Truly, thy state of mind doth alarm me, Frieda. Thou hast many of the
emotions that have come to me since the beginning of mine inspiration,
and yet thou hast fallen a victim to the wiles of man. Pray that thine
eyes may be opened to thine errors.”
“Nay, I would not pray that, lest my prayer should be answered. If I
prayed from my heart, I would ask that many years might be given me to
live and love Joseph Hoff here on earth.” Frieda Bergen rose and walked
away, but she turned back to put her hand on Walda Kellar’s shoulder.
“Forgive me if I seem of a stubborn spirit. I know that thou canst not
understand how the love of man can take possession of a woman’s heart.
Thou wilt be satisfied to live aloof from the people of Zanah that thou
mayst be near to God, but I would rather have the love of Joseph Hoff
than the inspiration that cometh to a prophetess of Zanah.”
“It is my duty to reprimand thee for thy sin, but somehow, when thou
speakest of Joseph Hoff, I cannot feel the abhorrence for thy
transgression that should fill my heart. I will pray that the Lord may
show thee the right way.”
Walda leaned her head against the settle and thought about Frieda
Bergen’s state of mind, but her thoughts were confused. Her reflections
were interrupted by Everett, who came into the inn. Drawing near to the
fireplace, he made a great show of drying his hat, which was wet from
the rain. Walda did not seem to notice his presence.
“You appear to be troubled about something,” he said.
“Yea. A matter of much moment hath been laid before me, and I have not
wisdom enough to see it in all its sinfulness.”
“Do you suppose my worldly advice would help you?” Everett asked.
“Nay, thou hast different measures of judgment from those set by the
people of Zanah. Thou dost not hold earthly love a sin.”
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