Norway -- Fiction; Norwegian fiction -- Translations into English
“Yes, but I dare not go far because of Fruen. You may be sure it wasn't
nice for her when I was out of the room, so I had to be somewhere at
hand. And if the Captain had come and found me and said anything, I'd
have told him straight out I wasn't going farther away with Fruen in
the state she was. As it happened, he didn't come at all, but they began
again in there. 'I know what you're thinking of,' said Fruen--'that
perhaps it's not ... it wouldn't be your child. Oh yes, indeed it
might be so! But, God knows, I can't find words this moment to make you
forgive me!' she said, all crying. 'Oh, my dear, forgive me, forgive
me!' said Fruen, and went down on her knees on the floor. 'You've seen
what I did with the books, and that handkerchief with the initials
on--I burnt that before, and the books, you know....' 'Yes, and--here's
another handkerchief with the same initials on--' says the Captain. 'Oh,
heavens! yes, you're ever so considerate, Lovise.' Fruen was all upset
at that. 'I'm sorry you should have seen it,' she said. 'It must be one
I brought back with me when I came home. I haven't looked through my
things properly since. But does it really matter so very much? Surely--'
'Oh no,' said he. 'And if you'd only listen to me,' she went on, I'm
almost certain it's you that ... I mean, that the child is yours. Why
should it not be? Oh, I don't know how to say it!' 'Sit down again,'
said the Captain. But Fruen must have misunderstood; she got up and
said: 'There you are! You won't listen to me. Really, I can't make out
why you ever wrote to me at all. You might just as well have left me
alone.' Then the Captain said something about being in prison; if a man
grew up in a prison yard, he said, and you take him out, he'll long to
be back in his prison yard again, he said. It was something like that,
anyway. 'Yes, but I was with Papa and Mama, and they weren't hard like
you; they said I had been married to him, and weren't unkind to me at
all. It isn't every one that looks at things like you do,' 'You don't
want that candle alight now Ragnhild's gone, do you?' said the Captain.
'It looks so out of place to have it burning there beside the lamp--as
if it were ashamed.' 'Ashamed of me,' she says quickly. 'Oh yes,
that was what you meant. But you've been to blame as well.' 'Don't
misunderstand me,' he says. 'I know I've been to blame. But that doesn't
make your part any better.' 'Oh, you think not? Well, of all the.... So
yours doesn't count, then?' 'Yes, I say I've been to blame, not in the
way you mean, but in other ways--in old things and new.' 'Oh, indeed!'
'Yes, but I don't come home bringing the fruits of it under my heart to
you.' 'No,' says Fruen, 'but you know it was you all along that wouldn't
... that didn't want us to have children. And I didn't want it, either,
but you ought to have known better. And they said the same thing at
home. If only I'd had a daughter....' 'Oh, don't let's go over all that
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