Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the ideal — John Shaqi
Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the idealJames, Edwin, Mrs.
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Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the ideal
James, Edwin, Mrs.
English fiction -- 19th century
Our beautiful Woodlands well deserves its name; the
Park is rich in its old ancestral trees, and abounds in grassy
knolls; and a river, sparkling and clear as crystal, filled with
trout, meanders through the grounds, preserving the freshness
and enhancing the beauty of the scene.
Fortunate creature, I think I hear you exclaim, and truly, I can
imagine no happier lot than to have called such a place by the
sweet name of home in my girlhood.
But, alas! as it is, I envy the deer, the birds, the flowers,
their freedom. Oh, Mary! when starting on my first journey as a
wife, you placed in my hands a volume of Byron, your parting
remembrance, you little thought what a fatal gift it would prove
to me. It has opened a new field of romance, and from a child
your poor Evelyn has sprung into womanhood. I now know the kind
feeling I bear towards my husband is not worthy the name of
_love_. How then could I continue to deceive him by permitting
him to believe the contrary? No; I thought it my duty to confess
to him that I never did, and never could love him. And he—loves
me better than his dog, and a little less than his horse.
What a prospect, when one is not yet seventeen! You will tell me
no one is to blame but myself. I deny this. I am the creature of
circumstance, and could not have done otherwise than I have
done. But to return to our family circle. You saw my
father-in-law at the wedding; a good-hearted, frank, generous,
but somewhat rough, country squire, who makes a great pet of his
new daughter. His wife, a tall, lanky, uninteresting lady, with
stony eyes, who studies nothing but her own health, fancying
herself a confirmed invalid. She lives almost entirely in her
own apartments, only occasionally appearing at dinner, to which
she does, however, most ample justice. This is the only time she
ever sees the good squire, her husband, and even then she is
barely civil to him. Not a very good example for us young
people. Both parents dote on their only son, and each appears
jealous of the other’s influence over him. My father-in-law,
with Edward, sometimes sit too long over their wine, usually,
indeed, not making their appearance in the drawing-room till it
is almost time to think of retiring for the night, and then they
throw themselves into an arm chair or on a sofa and fall asleep.
It is not, as you may suppose, very amusing for me, and only
makes me pine the more for your society. Do you remember, Mary,
how you used to tease me and tell me I was not going to marry a
man, “but a pair of moustaches?” Well, I confess, they may have
had a trifle to do with it, but only just imagine my horror:
Edward appeared yesterday morning at breakfast shorn of his
honors, and on my exclamation of natural disgust, he informed me
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