Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the idealJames, Edwin, Mrs.
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Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the ideal
James, Edwin, Mrs.
English fiction -- 19th century
Evelyn is now a widow. Let us drop a veil over the closing scenes of the
life of one whose deathbed was invaded by the baleful spectres of
delirium tremens. Let us hope that, though disliking her husband, the
wife shrank not from her duty when the poor sufferer’s moans resounded
through the chamber of sickness. I have reason to know Evelyn was
dissatisfied with herself, when the end came—at last unexpectedly,
almost suddenly: but I will fain hope she judged too harshly her
involuntary shortcomings. I know, also, that if she in any way failed in
her duty, her sin has not remained unpunished.
Old Mrs. Travers still lives, or rather vegetates, like some elderly
animal of the feline species, who passes her time in spitting at any
more juvenile pussy who ventures across her august path. She has gone to
live—I know not where, and care still less. Sweet Woodlands, no longer
the abode of a Travers, has passed to a very distant connexion of the
family. Evelyn consequently is still condemned to be without kith and
kin in the world. When, therefore, under the advice of the family
physician, she decided on a prolonged sojourn in Italy, a letter was at
once despatched to secure myself as a travelling companion. I was then,
and am still—shall I confess it?—AN OLD MAID—for I was past thirty, and
unmarried.
I gladly accepted Evelyn’s proposal to accompany her, but made it a
condition that little Ella, her only child, should be my especial
charge, thus relieving her mother of some little care and
responsibility.
The evening preceding our departure, we dined at our hotel, in company
with Colonel Reginald Melville; and, as he had politely brought us a box
for Covent Garden, we left instantly after dinner, in order not to lose
the commencement of the opera.
Whilst my ears were drinking in the magnificent harmonies of the
“_Benediction des Poignards_,” in the Huguenots, and my breath was
suspended as the delicious tones of the matchless Mario rang through the
house, in the exquisite final _duo_, I naturally turned to Evelyn, whom
I knew to be passionately fond of music as myself, and to be even a
better judge of it scientifically than I am, I met her entranced look:
but I saw that Colonel Melville had eyes and ears only for her.
“She was his sight;
For his eye saw with hers, and followed hers;
Which colored all his objects—she was his life,
The ocean to the river of his thoughts,
Which terminated all.”
There was a subdued sorrow in his look, which touched me deeply. Does
she love him? I thought, as I watched her bright and beaming glance, all
untroubled by the thought of the morrow’s parting; or, can it be that
she is heartless, the friend of my youth, whom I have loved, and still
love so dearly? Methinks, if she _have_ a heart, she cannot but be
touched by a devotion so deep. Oh, true woman—
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