“That’s it! Why? Why should any man look at me? They don’t.
They—they’re strictly neutral in their attitude. And women
are—well—just tolerant and friendly. ‘Darcy’s such a _nice_ girl.’
Where does that get you?” fiercely demanded the subject of it. “People
don’t really know I’m _alive_. I might as well be a ghost. I wish I
were. At least I’d scare ’em.”
“Don’t try to scare me,” returned the other. “Now list to the voice of
wisdom. You complain that people don’t know you’re alive. Why should
they? You don’t give out anything—warmth, color, personality. I’m not
so sure you _are_ alive. You’re inert.”
“I haven’t anything to give,” mourned the accused.
“Why? Because you’ve wasted it. You’ve had beauty; good looks, anyway.
You have let that die down to nothing. One thing only you’ve kept up,
and that ought to be an asset. You’ve got a voice. Do you ever use it
for other people?”
“I don’t like to sing before people.”
“There you are! Always thinking of your little self. You give nothing
to the world, yet you think yourself ill-used because—”
“What does the world give me?” broke in the aggrieved Darcy.
“Nothing for nothing. What would you expect? Do you think it’s going to
smile at you when you scowl at it, and stop its own business and gaze
on you adoringly and say, ‘Much obliged to you for being alive’? It
isn’t that kind of a world, Miss Amanda Darcy Cole.” The owner of the
despised first name winced. “I never thought of that,” she murmured.
“Thinking is going to be part of your education from now on. You can’t
begin too soon.”
“I’m ready,” said the girl meekly. “Do you want me to begin with my
voice? Shall I take singing lessons?”
“Oh, it’s got to go a lot deeper than that,” was Gloria’s grim reply.
“You’ll begin by taking _living_ lessons. Do you know what that means?”
“I’m not sure I do. It sounds awfully hard,” faltered the other.
“It is. Go home and think it over. Come back here to-morrow at this
time and get your orders.”
“Yessum,” said Darcy, folding her hands with assumed docility.
Gloria regarded her with suspicion. “It isn’t going to be any joke,”
said she with severity.
“No’m,” assented Darcy with a still more lamblike expression. But her
eyes twinkled through it.
“Oh, well, if you want to take it that way,” observed the actress. “But
_I’d_ advise you to save your high spirits for the time when they’ll be
needed.”
In the seclusion of the hallway Darcy drew out Exhibit A and sought
inspiration from the charming face which Holcomb Lee had surrounded
with gallant and admiring suitors in the illustration.
“If it can be done,” said Darcy to the picture with the solemnity of a
rite, “I’ll do it.”
CHAPTER III
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