Five minutes later he hardly remembered his desire to crash the ship. He thought fleetingly of the movies showing the crack-up of the first ship. Something pretty much the same as had happened to him must have happened to the pilot on the first flight. He shuddered and kicked his way over to the first-aid kit. * * * * * The next day the ship began the long smooth curve that would carry it around the moon and on the last leg of the journey. Whiteford went to the panel board and pressed the key releasing the steel porthole caps. He pressed the key again and when they still didn't move realized they were stuck. It wouldn't be hard to find the trouble but.... It wasn't worth the effort. He didn't give a damn whether he saw the moon or not. He drifted back to the hammock and went into an almost coma state staring dully at the overhead. He lay that way until time came for his next round of readings. * * * * * Two thousand miles out from earth the ship started the first of a dozen trips around the earth that would slow it down for a landing. Five hundred miles up the ship entered the first tenuous wisps of atmosphere. A hundred miles up, the air was screaming past the ship and the hull begun to get warm. Ten miles up Whiteford jettisoned the rocket tubes and engine over the Atlantic ocean. At the same time he released the double duty nylon parachute attached to the cabin. Inside, Whiteford had begun to experience discomfort as his weight returned. It was an effort to move around and his heart beat seemed sluggish. His stomach sagged heavily and he thought wistfully of a gentleman's girdle. Water bubbled merrily from the broken water pipes and splashed unheeded on the deck. The cabin thudded on something soft and Whiteford crawled to the hatch and opened it. The ship was floating on a large body of water. Waves slapped cheerfully against the hull and overhead a few startled gulls cawed angrily. A cool gust of fresh air blew in. Whiteford hauled himself erect and stripped off the pilot suit. He stood nude in the opening, inhaling the air in greedy gulps. It smelled as clean and cool as the conditioned air in his office at Personnel Incorporated. * * * * * "Ahoy, there!" There was a boat a few feet from the hatch. "Coming aboard!" They drifted closer and one of the men in the boat grabbed the ladder by the hatchway. Five men and a woman tumbled aboard. "The Coast Guard at your...." "I'm from the Daily Newsworld, Mr. Whiteford. I wonder...." "What was it like in space...." "You must have been simply _thrillllled_...." Burger's bald head pushed itself forward. "How did the moon look to you, Mr. Whiteford?" Whiteford had to think a little. "Come to think of it, I never saw it." There was a dead silence. "Oh, it's all on the films the automatic cameras shot. I wasn't too much interested myself."