In solitude she ate her well-cooked meals. By the stone fireside (in
other years the center of family life and gaiety) she sat in the
evenings reading her Figaro, with her knitting in the recesses of the
Louis XVI "tricoteuse" close at hand in case the print became blurred,
which so often happened of late. Meditating, her pure thoughts far
from the world and its stormy passions, her judgment became, perhaps,
too severe; her charity a trifle too customary and censorious. All
her actions were the result of axioms and precepts laid down years
ago by long-dead parents. To her the past shone with a glorious light
of Humanity and Youth, full of kindly people and cheerful pleasures
and gay days. The present, so solitary and sad, had crept upon her
unperceived, to find her with wrinkling brow and graying hair, more and
more lonely.
Every morning at early mass she looked with noncomprehension into the
faces of the elderly women—her comtemporaries—mothers these many years.
Long ago they loved and married, leaving "la Mademoiselle" to her
patrician seclusion up at the "great house." Lusty youths and strong,
fresh-faced girls clustered about these contemporaries; sweet-faced
young women, holding babies against their rounded breasts; boys touched
their caps in awe as she left the church; girls smiled, blushing and
demure; children sucked their thumbs and bobbed courtesies; but to
none was she vital or important. To them the world was full of busy
pleasures and activities, of warm summer days and young joys; to her,
bending over her endless tapestry-work in the silence of the old manor,
the world seemed trite indeed. Her home was so orderly, so clean, so
proper, so remote from life. No muddy footprints on the wax floors,
no child's toys forgotten in the corner, no cap or jacket thrown
carelessly on disturbed furniture. Her apartments were sweet with
lavender and roses, but tobacco smoke was a stranger to their antique
propriety.
Now, suddenly, all these quiet ways, these time-honored habits
were destroyed. War broke over France and she, with countless of
her countrywomen, donned the white linen gown embroidered with
that cross-of-red emblem of so many sacrifices and devotions. The
hastily-installed hospital became her only thought; all her energy,
care, and patience must be brought to the aid of the broken men as her
tribute to the defenders of France.
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