"War to the Knife;" or, Tangata Maori — John Shaqi
"War to the Knife;" or, Tangata MaoriBoldrewood, Rolf
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"War to the Knife;" or, Tangata Maori
Boldrewood, Rolf
Māori (New Zealand people) -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Fiction
What had she told him? Merely this: "That if she were to marry--a step
which she had resolved not to take for some years, if at all--she
confessed that there was no man whom she had yet known, with whom she
felt more in sympathy, with whom, taking the ordinary phrase, she would
have a greater prospect of happiness. But she held strong opinions
upon the duties which the individual owed to the appealing hordes of
fellow-creatures perishing for lack of care, of food, of instruction,
by whom the overindulged so-called upper classes were surrounded. Such
manifest duties were sacred in her eyes, though possibly incompatible
with what was called 'happiness.' For years--for ever, it might
be--such considerations would be paramount with her. They could be
neglected only at the awful price of self-condemnation in this world
and perdition in the next. She was grieved to the soul to be compelled
to refuse his love. She blamed herself that she should have permitted
an intimacy which had resulted so unhappily for him--even for herself.
But her resolve was fixed; nothing could alter it."
This, or the substance of it, fell upon the unwilling ears of Roland
Massinger in unconnected sentences, in answer to his last despairing
appeal. Meanwhile his idol stood and gazed at him, as might be imagined
some Christian maiden of the days of Diocletian, when called upon to
deny her faith or seal it with martyrdom. Her eyes were occasionally
lifted upward, as if she felt the need of inspiration from above.
For one moment the heart of her lover stood still.
He placed his hand on his brow as if to quell the tumult of his
thoughts. She moved towards him, deprecating the intensity of his
emotion. An intolerable sense of her divine purity, her ethereal
loveliness, seemed to pervade his whole being. He felt an almost
irresistible desire to clasp her in his arms in one desperate caress,
ere they parted for ever. Had he done this, the current of both lives
might have been altered. The coldest maids are merely mortal.
But he refrained; in his present state of mind it would have been
sacrilege to his ideal goddess, to the saintly idol of his worship.
Raising her hand reverently to his lips, he bowed low and departed.
When he thus passed out of her sight--out of her life--Hypatia herself
was far from unmoved. Regrets, questionings, impulses to which she had
so far been a stranger, arose and contended with strange and unfamiliar
power.
Never before had she met with any one in all respects so attractive
to her physically, so sympathetic mentally; above all things manly,
cultured, devoted, with the instincts of the best age of chivalry.
She liked--yes, nearly, perhaps quite--loved him. Family, position,
personal character, all the attributes indispensably necessary, he
possessed.
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