and I felt on each side of me the pressure of their bodies. They
were evidently frightened, and, by the casual glance I gave them,
induced to do so by the sensation of their touch, I saw that they
were looking with every symptom of terror at the figure that stood so
near us without a motion. And the figure. It never once turned its
head directly toward me, but seemed to fix its look eastward over
where the pine-trees broke the clear horizon on the murder-hill.
This inert pose was preserved but for a moment; for, as quick as
the flash of gunpowder, it wheeled as upon a pivot, and, making one
movement, as of a man commencing to step out toward the wall, was
gone! To my vision it never crossed the space between where it had
stood and the outline of the shade thrown by the trees upon the
ground. One step after turning was all I saw, and then it vanished.
Can I describe this figure you will ask; and my reply is that I can,
but not exactly in such a way as to satisfy the chief’s business-like
interrogatory. Before I go any farther, I must say that, as I had
nothing to do in getting up this apparition, I do not see how any
one can poke fun at me simply because I was there to see it. A man
sees a star fall; he has no agency in the eccentric transaction, and
is he to be ridiculed because there happens to be a tack loose in
the celestial carpet whose dropping out he witnesses and tells of,
and happens not to be astronomer enough to explain? Here was a moral
and physical tack loose somewhere and somehow, and I had struck my
vision on its point. What I saw I relate exactly as it happened, and
nothing more, though I may be induced to meet the usual objections
to the possibility of its occurrence, in a later portion of this
narrative. I could, if I felt so inclined, stop my recital and talk
by the folio about this affair; but it was a very different matter at
the moment when that something, which would not reply to me, stood
in the night light, clear and distinct as a marble statue, and cast
one glance over toward the hill that held among its gray rocks a
stain that would last there forever. But I half promised to describe
this figure, this appearance, this apparition, and a few words will
answer. It looked like painted air to begin with. An artist, sitting
by my side and following my ideas, might render it to the life or
death; but he would have to blend his matter-of-fact pencil with the
vague vehicles of spiritualistic imagination. In the first place,
there was no elaborate toilet; indeed I could not make out the
fashion of the garment, taking it for granted that it was draped in
the usual costume, being too absorbed by the complex and somewhat
agitated train of thought which, commencing with the assumption
that it was my friend, and which was suddenly relinquished, leaving
me exposed to the rapid transitions of intellectual deductions so
singularly called into action and so totally at variance with my
habitual mental or nervous equanimity.
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