But it was necessary for me to act, and so, without further
hesitation, I supported my body on my arms reversed, and made a
long leg of it, stretching myself entirely free, of course, from a
contact with the mouldy-looking arrangement that protruded into the
moonlight. Having established my position at a proper distance of
observation, I at first hesitated whether to go away or not,—a vague
and not unnatural fear suggesting the idea of flight; a positive but
artificial conviction determining me to remain and see the matter
out. One of the greatest and best lessons, and for which there should
be a professorship established in every college in the country, is
the lesson of self-command. Make it at the commencement of your life
a speciality, and it will serve you in after years as a guardian of
your honor, and sometimes of your life itself. It makes you well
behaved, careful of the feelings of others, tolerant and independent,
and is the safeguard of a woman’s virtue and the potent spear by
which truth may be distinguished from error. By a strong effort I
reached the point of self-command, and so my legs were as firmly
fixed to the spot, as those limbs of mystery peeping out from the
entablature of the tomb. My next act was to catch hold of the feet
and pull at them,—pull the whole affair into the light and determine
what it was. When I had drawn this moaning body forth, I lifted it
by a vigorous effort, and stood it against the tomb. The head fell
backward and the moon shone full upon the face. The face was swollen
with a livid kind of puffiness, and the eyes closed fast. I placed my
hand upon the forehead and felt the moisture, clammy and revolting.
The hands fell heavily by the sides, and a tremor ran over and
shook the figure as if with palsy, and groans and moans came quick,
and as they came I shook the thing by its shoulders; but there was
no awakening as yet of the closed orbs and apparently dead brain. I
worried myself no longer, but drew the loathsome figure away from the
grave-stone and commenced an advance toward the broken wall. It moved
heavily, but at last we reached the boundary, and with difficulty
got over it. The mass was passive; I was very positive. I went down
the mountain, passed the college, and, reaching a cottage, I rapped
upon the door. A woman opened it, and, giving my ghost a push, he
staggered or fell into her arms, or upon the floor, I know not which,
and this dingy spectre was no more nor less than the hard-drinking
husband of one of the college outside servants. Here, then, was the
test case which came back to me, with all its vivid incidents and
extraordinary suggestions, to help me out of my present dilemma? In
the adventure of my youth there was at first a large supply of the
ghostly element, and, had I fled the investigation, perhaps nothing
would have disabused my mind of its supernatural character. The
man would in all probability have been left until early morning in
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