Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
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The last words were lost in the clatter of the horse's hoofs; and then
there was a sudden silence. For the mere idea of departing stops the
gayest conversation, makes the quietest person fidgety, the slowest,
in a hurry; and introduces something of melancholy, whether we will or
not. Perhaps, indeed, there is in every parting some dim foreshadowing
of the Great Parting, and the involuntary sigh, with which we turn
inward from a departing guest, is a sign from that language below the
threshold we so seldom try to understand.
The acquaintance thus pleasantly begun grew rapidly to something more
personal and familiar. Harry and Antony were constantly together; and
the young man from the west exercised that peculiar influence over the
city-bred man that a radical change in circumstances might have done.
Antony was a new kind of experience. Out on the river, or wandering
over the hills together, they had such confidences as drew them closer
than brothers. And this intimacy naturally strengthened those
tenderer intimacies from which, indeed, their own friendship received
its charm and crown.
For Harry soon fell into the habit of calling at Peter Van Hoosen's
house for Antony; and in such visits he saw Adriana constantly, under
the most charming and variable household aspects. It was early
morning, and she was training the vines, or dusting the room, or
creaming butter for a cake; but he thought her in every occupation
more beautiful than in the last one. Or the young men were returning
at night-fall from a day's outing, weary and hungry; and she made them
tea, and cut their bread and butter and cold beef; and such
occasions--no matter how frequently they occurred--were all separate
and distinct in Harry's memory.
This familiarity also on her father's hearth invested Adriana with an
atmosphere that a wrong or a trifling thought could not enter. Walking
with her in the moonshine on the Filmer piazzas, he had ventured to
say, and to look more love than was possible in the sanctity of her
home and in the presence of her adoring father and brother. In fact,
confidence in his own position left him; he began to have all the
despondencies, and doubts, and sweet uncertainties, that lovers must
endure, if they would not miss the complementary joys of dawning
hopes, of looks and half-understood words, and of that happy "perhaps"
that lifts a man from despairing into the seventh heaven of love's
possible blessedness. This, indeed, is the best heart education a man
can possibly receive. In it, if he be a man, he gets that straightness
of soul in which he loses "I" and then finds it again in that other
one for whom his soul longs.
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