Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
Fiction
She loved him. She was resolved to marry him--sometime. "But I want
one more season in society," she said to herself, one day, as she
reviewed the position in her luxurious solitude--"though for the
matter of that, it is the young married women now who have all the
beaux, and all the fun. And if I were married, I should be safe from
Dick; and I am afraid of Dick. Dick isn't good; on the contrary, he is
very bad. I like good men. I like Antony Van Hoosen. I will let him
propose to me. If I were engaged, or supposed to be engaged, all the
young men would immediately fancy I was the only girl in the
universe--but I never can find another lover like Antony Van Hoosen!
The man would die for me."
She talked of him continually to Adriana, and hoped that Adriana would
say to Antony the things she did not herself wish to say. She gave
Adriana hopes that Adriana might give them to Antony. And then
Adriana was so provokingly honorable as to regard the confidence as
inviolable. And, indeed, Antony was that kind of a lover who thinks it
a kind of sacrilege to babble about his mistress, or to speculate
concerning her feelings, even with his sister. His love, with all of
joy and sorrow it caused him, was a subject sacred as his own soul to
him.
Of course, Mrs. Filmer was not blind to events so closely within her
observation; she was far too shrewdly alive to all of life's
possibilities to ignore them. But she did not fear her own daughter. She
made allowances for her youth, and therefore for her sentimentalities,
which she thought were as much a part of it as her flexible figure or
her fine complexion. "This primitive gentleman from the plains has had
it all his own way," she thought. "If we had more company, he would
have been less remarkable. But company would have interfered with
Henry's great work, and it has been hard enough to keep the necessary
quiet for his writing, as it is. However, we shall go to New York soon;
and then _adieu!_ Mr. Van Hoosen. He sings a song about the 'Maids of
California.' I shall tell him it will be proper at his age to make a
selection very soon from them."
Under circumstances like these, the summer and the autumn passed away
like a vivid dream. Adriana was much at Filmer Hall; and Rose very
frequently spent the day with Adriana in her home. Mrs. Filmer was too
wise to oppose the constant companionship. She regarded it merely as a
contingent of country life; and she quieted any irritable thoughts by
the reflection that her daughter would marry early, and have other
interests, and then put away her girlish, immature predilections of
every kind. And in the meantime, she was rather glad that Rose should
have an "interest," for Rose could make herself very tiresome if she
was without one.
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