Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance — John Shaqi
Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
Fiction
At lunch time the subject was totally ignored. Mr. Filmer came out of
his study, apparently for the very purpose of being excessively
pleasant to Harry, and of giving his wife anxious warnings about
exhausting herself, and overdoing hospitality, "which, by-the-by," he
added, "is as bad a thing as underdoing it. Two days hence, you will
not be able to forgive Emma Filmer for the trouble she has taken," he
said.
"I hope we have not annoyed you much, Henry."
"I have calmly borne the upset, because I know this entertainment will
be the first and the last of the series."
He spoke to hearts already conscious; and Rose said petulantly, "The
ball will, of course, be a failure; we have bespoken failure by
anticipating it."
"I never really wanted it, Rose," said Harry.
"That is understandable," she retorted. "Yanna does not dance; neither
does she approve of dancing. But all the sensible people are not
Puritans, thank heaven! What are such ideas doing in an enlightened
age? They ought to be buried with all other fossils of dead thought;
and----"
"You are going too fast, Rose," corrected Mr. Filmer. "You may scoff
at Puritanism, but it is the highest form of life ever yet assumed by
the world. Emma, my dear, if that tap, tap, tapping could be arrested
this afternoon I should be grateful." Then he bowed to his family, and
went back to the Middle Ages.
They watched his exit silently, and with admiration, and after it Rose
sought the dressmaker, who in some upper chamber was composing a gown
she meant to be astonishing and decisive; one that it would be
impossible to imitate, or to criticise. Mrs. Filmer, knowing the value
of that little sleep which ought to divide the morning from the
afternoon, went into seclusion to accept it. Harry wandered about the
piazzas smoking, but shivering and anxious, and longing for the hour
at which he had told Yanna he would call for her answer.
The day, pleasantly chill in the morning, had become damp and gray,
and full of the promise of rain. And as he drove through the fallen
leaves of the bare woods, and felt the depressing drizzle, he thought
of the many lovely days and glorious nights he had let slip; though
the question asked at the end of them was precisely the question he
wished to ask at the beginning. He wondered if he had missed his hour.
He wondered if he had misunderstood Yanna's smiles and attitudes. He
lost heart so far that he drove twice past the house ere he felt brave
enough to take manfully the possible "No" Yanna might give him. "Men
understand so little about women," he thought, "and all her
pleasantness may have been mere friendship."
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