Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
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"She ruined Adam in about twenty-four hours. It would have taken Eve
about one minute to 'get round' Harry. The boy is really very
impressionable."
"Mamma! What a huge joke! Harry impressionable!"
"He is, I assure you, Rose. I presume I know my own son."
"Well, at any rate, he is not worse than the rest. Young men nowadays
neither love nor hate. Their love is iced on prudence, and their
hatreds have not a particle of courage. I wish I had been born one
hundred years ago. I have the heart for a real man."
"You flatter yourself, Rose. You are the very triumph of respectable
commonplace. And as for one hundred years ago, the follies of that
date were just as innumerable as our own."
"You think I am respectably commonplace, mamma. Then let me tell you,
I must be a consummate actress. I do not think you know Rose Filmer. I
do not think I know her myself. I hope I have some individuality."
"Individuality! There is nothing more vulgar. I hear Parry with the
carriage; will you drive with me?"
"No; I shall answer Adriana's letter, and get the subject off my mind.
It is so much easier to know what you dislike to do than to be sure of
what you like. Where are you going?"
"To McCreery's. I want some lace."
"Do buy the real article then. It is the chic thing now, to wear real
lace, and it does look supreme, among the miles of imitation that are
used."
Then Rose went to the library to answer Adriana's letter. It pleased
her to think it an important decision, and she sat some time with the
pen in her hand, and a judicial air on her beautiful countenance. For
she was undeniably a very attractive girl, as she sat in the sunshine
that morning, deliberating on Adriana's "deception"; there being to a
practiced observer many alluring contradictions in her face and
manner. Her hair was the color of ripe wheat, her eyes almond-shaped,
blue and limpid; her cheeks and chin dimpled; her mouth rosy and full;
her figure supple; her feet small, finely dressed, and quite in view;
her whole appearance that of a lovely innocent girl, on the threshold
of life. But this exquisite seeming contained possibilities of evil,
as well as good. Her dress was full of studied effects, her manners of
attitudes and languors; and her charming way of dropping her blue
eyes, and then suddenly flashing them open, was a conscious, and not a
natural, grace. Even her sweet credulousness had in it an equal
capacity for seductive wilfulness and petulance. Nor was she
unconscious of this double nature within her; for she had often said
to Adriana, "I feel as if there were twenty different girls in me--and
the majority of them bad."
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