Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
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"My Beloved Yanna: Did you really think that your lowly birth could
change my love for you? No, no! Whether my Yanna be princess or
pauper, is no matter to me. I only long for our new house to be
finished, that I may have you more constantly near me." Then she
hesitated. She was on the point of saying she had long known of
Adriana's low birth; but she felt sure Adriana would ask her the "how"
and "when" of her information; and there was absolutely no good to
accrue from the falsity. But though she wrote eight pages of gushing
affection, she was not satisfied; she had not been able to choose her
words with precision, and far less able to prevent an _aura_ of
patronage which Adriana was as quick to feel as a barometer to answer
the atmospheric changes.
"I will not take any patronage from Rose Filmer," she muttered; and
then she flung Rose's letter into the fire; "I want nothing from her.
Oh! I must answer this letter at once; I could not eat my dinner if I
were so much in debt to my self-respect." So Adriana laid away her
sewing, and wrote:
"Dear Rose: Thank you for your overflowing letter. It is very kind
of you to overlook what you call the 'accident' of my birth. But I
cannot let you entertain the idea that I think it an 'accident.'
On the contrary, I regard my birth as the well-considered
ordination of Almighty God. I was not an 'accident' to my good
father and mother. I was placed in their care, because the
All-Wise considered the Van Hoosen home the best possible place
for my highest development. I think it is time people stopped
talking about the 'accident' of birth; and I am sure, as soon as
you regard birth in its proper light, you will do so. Your love
for me has led you likewise into a very stupid assertion about
'loving Yanna the same whether she was princess or pauper.' My
dear, there is no question of either. I am as far removed from
pauperism as we both are from royalty. Our mutual liking has stood
a number of little shocks, and I have no fear it will go to pieces
on my father's trade. He is building you a handsome house in the
most honorable manner. He was pleased to have the contract to do
so, and Mr. Filmer was equally pleased to secure his work. That is
the position, as I understand it. Suppose we say no more on the
subject; it will be so much nicer to write about your balls, and
fairs, and parties. From what you say, I think charity must be the
gayest of all the virtues; certainly it cuts the most considerable
figure of any during the New York season. I am sure you enjoyed
the private theatricals; for we all like occasionally to play a
part not our own. And so you are going to the seaside this summer?
Will you bathe? That is one of the things vanity would forbid me
to do, except in private. It is true, Venus rose beautiful from
the sea; but no mere mortal woman can do so. Do you not think,
that for a distinctly levelling process, sea bathing is supreme?
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