Domestic fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Love stories; Washington Square (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Exactly, my dear,” said the Doctor, not turning round, but stopping his
pen.
Catherine wished it would go on, but she herself continued. “I thought I
would tell you that I have not seen him again, but that I should like to
do so.”
“To bid him good-bye?” asked the Doctor.
The girl hesitated a moment. “He is not going away.”
The Doctor wheeled slowly round in his chair, with a smile that seemed to
accuse her of an epigram; but extremes meet, and Catherine had not
intended one. “It is not to bid him good-bye, then?” her father said.
“No, father, not that; at least, not for ever. I have not seen him
again, but I should like to see him,” Catherine repeated.
The Doctor slowly rubbed his under lip with the feather of his quill.
“Have you written to him?”
“Yes, four times.”
“You have not dismissed him, then. Once would have done that.”
“No,” said Catherine; “I have asked him—asked him to wait.”
Her father sat looking at her, and she was afraid he was going to break
out into wrath; his eyes were so fine and cold.
“You are a dear, faithful child,” he said at last. “Come here to your
father.” And he got up, holding out his hands toward her.
The words were a surprise, and they gave her an exquisite joy. She went
to him, and he put his arm round her tenderly, soothingly; and then he
kissed her. After this he said:
“Do you wish to make me very happy?”
“I should like to—but I am afraid I can’t,” Catherine answered.
“You can if you will. It all depends on your will.”
“Is it to give him up?” said Catherine.
“Yes, it is to give him up.”
And he held her still, with the same tenderness, looking into her face
and resting his eyes on her averted eyes. There was a long silence; she
wished he would release her.
“You are happier than I, father,” she said, at last.
“I have no doubt you are unhappy just now. But it is better to be
unhappy for three months and get over it, than for many years and never
get over it.”
“Yes, if that were so,” said Catherine.
“It would be so; I am sure of that.” She answered nothing, and he went
on. “Have you no faith in my wisdom, in my tenderness, in my solicitude
for your future?”
“Oh, father!” murmured the girl.
“Don’t you suppose that I know something of men: their vices, their
follies, their falsities?”
She detached herself, and turned upon him. “He is not vicious—he is not
false!”
Her father kept looking at her with his sharp, pure eye. “You make
nothing of my judgement, then?”
“I can’t believe that!”
“I don’t ask you to believe it, but to take it on trust.”
Catherine was far from saying to herself that this was an ingenious
sophism; but she met the appeal none the less squarely. “What has he
done—what do you know?”
“He has never done anything—he is a selfish idler.”
“Oh, father, don’t abuse him!” she exclaimed pleadingly.
“I don’t mean to abuse him; it would be a great mistake. You may do as
you choose,” he added, turning away.
“I may see him again?”
“Just as you choose.”
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