Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Stiffening himself, he gazed at the door which had now swung wide,
uncovering the black mouth of the passage. What a fool he had been to
think that Sabina had come in search of him. And even if she had?
Afraid of a dead woman? He set his teeth yet felt his heart leaping and
the blood singing in his ears. Afraid? He would show—himself—that
nothing, neither apparition nor invisible presence, could daunt him.
Let Sabina have her will, she was only Sabina. He grasped eagerly at
the new thought. Only Sabina! Not some unknown unimaginable terror,
but the tame convenient Sabina with whom he had lived in domestic
intimacy for so long. How could he have fancied that by dying she had
become invested with horrific power? He cursed his folly; and the words
that came to his tongue were big-sounding foreign words that he had
already uttered once that night, words which had come to him out of the
days when he had sailed with strange men in strange waters. The curses
were echoed back to him out of the passage and, for a moment, the sound
once more stirred his blood with the cold finger of fear. This time he
only swore more loudly, and the old words, evoking the atmosphere of
daredevilry with which he had been once familiar, gave him courage.
Memories that lay at the back of his mind, memories of lands where human
life is of less importance than that of a sheep, of dangers and
adventures, recurred to him. His voice was no longer a hoarse threat.
It filled the kitchen with a round full sound, dominating the seen and
the unseen, stiffening him until he knew there was nothing he would not
dare. He would even walk down the passage between the kitchen and the
justice-room and open that green door at the end.
Those roistering nights in South American cities had been a reaction
from the pent life on shipboard, had been spiced with hot dangers, mad
loves and sudden death; but this last adventure was one on which no man
would willingly embark. Byron, with his heart cold and middle age in
his limbs, would go as a man goes on direful errand. He would go because
he must prove his courage, his right to take Sabina’s place, to own
Wastralls, to play the lover. This was his hour and, if he avoided the
issue, he must admit that those—he said ’those’ but he meant one
only—who had held him of no account were right. Byron’s outer life had
for many years been eventless; but his dreams had been a shifting drama
full of colour, a play enacted for one spectator, himself. Now that
dissatisfied one was insisting on reality instead of dreams and, in his
state of dull-reaction from the terrors of the supernatural, he was
willing. He saw, however, that what was to do, should be done at once.
The courage of flesh and blood is a poor thing at best and, if he stayed
upon his going, likely to run out at the finger-tips.
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