Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
If, on the contrary, she were to resent his snatching from her that poor
fag-end of life, if she were incapable to seeing his point of view, if
in unsaintly rancour she decided to haunt her old home, he decided that
he would not care. A spirit hand cannot strike, nor a ghostly whisper
vex. She might wander through Wastralls, wail in the keyholes and the
chimneys, but it should make no difference. She would be but a fancy of
the dusk, a shade flitting from room to room, a presence. If Gray
became conscious of it, she would only voice a regret which had already
lost its poignancy. Sabina could not interfere with their possession of
her house and property. She might ’walk’ but, as he did not believe she
could divulge the secret of her death, ’walk’ she might.
Moreover, if she haunted Wastralls, it would only be to see come to pass
what she least desired. Another would farm the land, another take her
place indoors. For her to haunt them would only bring her additional
pain. She, not they, would suffer. Byron laughed hoarsely, for by
killing her he had indeed avenged her treatment of him; but, in that
contented laughter, was still a note of surprise. He had known that he
could act with decision, yet was surprised to find that he had done so.
A thin wave of self-gratulation flowed over his weary mind. He had
justified himself; yet—had he—altogether?
A man is not looked on as a ’foreigner’ by his neighbours without
knowing and resenting it. Only by an assumption of superiority can he
equalize matters. For many years Byron had been contemptuous of the
opinions held by the community. At last his contempt had found concrete
expression. He had dared and he knew that no man of that community, no
Rosevear, Brenton or Old would dare as much. Yes, he had shown a
courage such as they, if they knew of it, must secretly envy and yet...
He had not been altogether brave. Though he had taken life he had been
abjectly afraid. Unable to recapture the ecstasy of that anguish he
looked back in shame and doubt. Unseemly terror had given shape to a
black nothing and that nothing had been stronger than he. Before he
could be at peace with himself he must rise above this humiliation,
prove it to have been momentary, a lapse.
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