Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
"’Twas Aunt Sabina’s wish for us to be married then, she made the
arrangements." Gray was glad to make this known. She would not have
people think that she had married without the countenance of her family
and, in particular, of the aunt who had been so good to her. So much
had happened since the morning of her wedding-day, she was so different
a person from the shy and frightened girl who had driven out of
Wastralls yard, that she had almost forgotten the menace of Byron’s
love. Uncle Leadville had been the ogre of her story but her marriage
had changed the ogre back into a man and she could speak frankly to him
of Aunt Sabina’s part in what had been done. She was far from guessing
that her simple words would take from him a last delusion; yet, as she
spoke, she saw his face change and she wondered.
The people, too, were uneasily conscious that he had not taken the
announcement of his niece’s marriage as they would have expected. What
was wrong? No whisper had ever linked her name with his, moreover,
Sabina was but three days dead. They wondered over his grey strained
face, his eyes which saw what was withheld from them and, into their
wonder, crept a tinge of apprehension.
While they hesitated Byron flung into the silence—as a bomb is flung
into a crowd—his bitter thought.
"I took ’er life and she’ve served me out for it."
A thrill ran through the listeners. With their Celtic perception they
had been aware of half-seen forces and thoughts, of shadows moving
remotely, of a background from which unforeseen events might issue. Not
for a moment did they believe Byron’s wild statement, they only realized
he was, in some way unknown to them and beyond their guessing, a guilty
man; and upon them began to press the feeling that a spirit was abroad,
a spirit which, like clouds swept up from the rim of the sea, might be
winged with unknown and ruinous possibility.
"She knawed," he said; and in his voice was awe and an emotion more
poignant, more personal. Piercing the many veils he had found the
ultimate, that ultimate which mercy hides. He understood at last that
he had been living in a world of illusions and that Sabina, kindly,
tolerant, had left him there. She had not taken them seriously, had not
perhaps realized they were heady stuff which might give off the vapour
of death. From start to cruel finish she had preserved her careless
superiority, and now when he thought her bested had turned in her grave
and laughed. By a word, scribbled in haste at an odd moment, she had
made a mock of his pretensions, put him in his place. Secret
humiliation is the black and bitter bread of which all shall eat but to
be set at naught before his fellows breaks a man. "Like a twig in ’er
’ands I was," and he snapped his big fingers, like one snapping a stick
in two. From the beginning Sabina had been the better man and his
revolt had been as hopeless as that of a child.
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