Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Sabina might talk of becoming a ’bed-lier,’ but only the slightest spur
was required to nerve her to fresh effort; and by living, as she had
said, from day to day and leaning on the young strength of Gray, she won
through the summer. Indeed the glooms of autumn were brightened for her
by the conviction that she would live usefully and might live long.
Leadville on the other hand saw his last hope fading. Dr. Derek had
declared that she could not stand the shock to her system; that, if she
survived, it would be as an invalid. Sabina however had the will to live
and the trolly—a contrivance which Leadville both detested and
contemned—carried her from kitchen to linhay and from barn to byre. Her
husband looked on with growing exasperation, opposing to her good-will a
sulky silence. At meal-times he sat with eyes fixed on his plate or
lifted them for a quick glance at Gray. When he went out, he took his
gun, the gun that hung on thongs over the kitchen door and which, as he
had inherited it from old Leadville Byron, was the one possession he did
not owe his wife. When he came back it was to sit in Old Squire’s big
chair and spend his time cleaning and oiling it. Whither he went,
Sabina did not know. She sighed over his withdrawal of himself, his
dull hostility, but did not lose heart. In the end Leadville, seeing
that the struggle was hopeless, must return to her. What else could he
do? He, too, was middle-aged and except for her was alone in the world.
Although Mrs. Byron felt sure of the ultimate issue, she had not missed
the import of those quick glances when Leadville, she and Gray sat at
table together. He would answer when the girl spoke and, if she were
likely to be making butter or plucking chickens, would hang about and
offer his help. When he brought in fish or birds it was to Gray that he
took them and, in the evening, laying the gun across his knees, he would
lean forward and stare at her. The wife looked on, not indulgently but
with her usual robust common sense. Middle-aged men were often
transiently attracted by young relatives—nieces or cousins—but the girls
went to homes of their own, the old fellows forgot and no harm was done.
In a better-managed world, the generations would be sharply defined and
each would be sufficient unto itself. Sabina could not wonder that
Leadville should prefer the delicacy of tint, the soft dewy eyes of the
maid to her own stale and faded charms. She looked at herself in the
glass, at her white hair, the loose skin of her neck, the fixed colour
in her cheeks. She had been handsome and she had not cared. Now that
wrinkles had come about her eyes she thought longingly of the pale
smooth lids between which she had so contentedly surveyed her world.
The mood, the regret, were new to her, an outcome of her illness and she
returned before long to the old comfortable indifference. If she were
in the forties so was Leadville. His figure was heavy, his face lined
and weatherbeaten.
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