Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
With the man, matters were gradually coming to a head. He had not loved
the old couple who had adopted him, he had been only mildly attracted by
his wife, but he had in him a fund of passion which, through the fallow
years, had been growing in concentration and of which the fuse had at
length been lighted. His love for Gray was as overwhelming to himself
as it might prove to its object. He had not known what a furnace was
smouldering at the heart of him and, when the flame broke forth, to
resist was impossible. He did not attempt it. On the contrary he gave
himself up to these new sensations that ran through him, wave after
wave, like a burning but not scarifying fire. His new passion pushed
Wastralls for the time being into the background. He could not contain
more than one absorbing emotion. He had been the persistent, passionate
lover of the land, so but with more fever, did he love Gray. Wonderful
as to him were these new feelings, he found them almost too poignant.
When she entered a room in which he sat his throat went dry, he could
hardly speak and the brief contacts of skirt or hand proved unendurably
sweet. He turned from these moments of a troubling ecstasy to the
languorous long intervals when she was absent and he, recalling her
face, could dwell on it and imagine the fulfilling, tender, fiery,
wonderful, of his every hope.
During the first months that Gray was living at Wastralls, Byron spent
much of his time on Dark Head; but in the end he woke to a desire for
more than dreams could give, a desire which grew in intensity after the
manner of Jack the Giant-killer’s bean. He began to haunt the young
girl’s steps and her honest attempts to discourage him passed with him
for a sort of tantalizing encouragement. He could not believe that the
object of a feeling so intense could be unresponsive, that these
troubling sensations were not mutual; and when Gray avoided him, escaped
from him, even, when protected by Sabina, flouted him with a little
angry ruffling, he smiled with the conviction that his hour was at hand.
Steady untiring pursuit is apt to demoralize the victim and while Sabina
thought the summer heats had washed the colour out of Gray’s cheek, Mrs.
Tom, uneasy as a hen when hawks are hovering, went to the root of the
matter.
"Do ’ee like being to Wastralls, Gray?" she asked that evening when,
having left Sabina stationed at the yard gate, the girl had run up the
road, to arrive breathless and panting.
"Oh yes, mammy, I do dearly love Aunt S’bina."
"Why was you runnin’ so just now?"
Gray hesitated. Very few girls confide such matters to a mother’s ear.
Experience shall not teach. Each generation will make its own mistakes
and gather its handful of treasures and keep its secrets. Gray was
however very doubtful and unhappy and, having no girl of her own age to
consult, she turned to her mother.
"It’s Uncle Leadville. He’s always wanting to come with me and I don’t
want’n. I dunno—" she paused.
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