Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
“My wife. I offer you my hand. Dear Nora, is it so incredible?”
To his uttermost meaning, somehow, her ear was still closed; she
still took it as a jest. “Is that the only condition on which we can
live together?” she asked.
“The only one,—for me!”
She looked at him, still sounding his eyes with her own. But his
passion, merciful still, retreated before her frank doubt. “Ah,” she
said, smiling, “what a pity I have grown up!”
“Well,” he said, “since you are grown we must make the best of it.
Think of it, Nora, think of it. I am not so old, you know. I was
young when we began. You know me so well; you would be safe. It
would simplify matters vastly; it’s at least worth thinking of,” he
went on, pleading for very tenderness, in this pitiful minor key. “I
know it must seem odd; but I make you the offer!”
Nora was almost shocked. In this strange new character of a lover
she seemed to see him eclipsed as a friend, now when, in the trouble
of her love, she turned longingly to friendship. She was silent
awhile, with her embarrassment. “Dear Roger,” she answered, at last,
“let me love you in the old, old way. Why need we change? Nothing
is so good, so safe as that. I thank you from my heart for your
offer. You have given me too much already. Marry any woman you
please, and I will be her serving-maid.”
He had no heart to meet her eyes; he had wrought his own fate.
Mechanically, he took up his hat and turned away, without speaking.
She looked at him an instant, uncertain, and then, loath to part with
him so abruptly, she laid her arm round his neck. “You don’t think
me unkind?” she said. “I will do anything for you on earth”—_But
that_ was unspoken, yet Roger heard it. The dream of years was
shattered; he felt sick; he was dumb. “You forgive me?” she went on.
“O Roger, Roger!” and, with a strange inconsequence of lovingness,
she dropped her head on his shoulder. He held her for a moment as
close as he had held his hope, and then released her as suddenly as
he had parted with it. Before she knew it, he was gone.
Nora drew a long breath. It had all come and gone so fast that she
was bewildered. It had been what she had heard called a “chance.”
Suppose she had grasped at it? She felt a kind of relief in the
thought that she had been wise. That she had been cruel, she never
suspected. She watched Roger, from the window, cross the street and
take his way up the sunny slope. Two ladies passed him, friends, as
Nora saw; but he made no bow. Suddenly Nora’s reflections deepened
and the scene became portentous. If she had been wrong, she had been
horribly wrong. She hardly dared to think of it. She ascended to
her own room, to take counsel of familiar privacy. In the hall, as
she passed, she found Mrs. Keith at her open door. This lady put her
arm round her waist, led her into the chamber toward the light.
“Something has happened,” she said, looking at her curiously.
“Yes, I have had an offer of marriage. From Roger.”
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