Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
“Exactly! You see how that complicates matters. Poor, dear little
Nora!” And Fenton gave a twist to his mustache. “Imagine, if you
can, how a man placed as I am feels toward a woman,—toward _the_
woman! If he reciprocates, it’s love, it’s passion, it’s what you
will, but it’s common enough! But when he doesn’t repay her in kind,
when he can’t, poor devil, it’s—it’s—upon my word,” cried Fenton,
slapping his knee, “it’s chivalry!”
For some moments Roger failed to appreciate the remarkable purport of
these observations; then, suddenly, it dawned upon him. “Do I
understand you,” he asked, in a voice gentle by force of wonder,
“that you are the man?”
Fenton squared himself in his chair. “You have hit it, sir. I am
the man,—the happy, the unhappy man. D—n it, sir, it’s not my
fault!”
Roger stood staring; Fenton felt his eyes penetrating him to the
core. “Excuse me,” said Roger, at last, “if I suggest your giving me
some slight evidence in support of this extraordinary claim!”
“Evidence? isn’t there about evidence enough? When a young girl
gives up home and friends and fortune and—and reputation, and rushes
out into the world to throw herself into a man’s arms, it seems to me
you have got your evidence. But if you’ll not take my word, you may
leave it! I may look at the matter once too often, let me tell you!
I admire Nora with all my heart; I worship the ground she treads on;
but I confess I’m afraid of her; she’s too good for me; she was meant
for a finer gentleman than I! By which I don’t mean you, of
necessity. But you have been good to her, and you have a claim. It
has been cancelled in a measure; but you wish to set it up again.
Now you see that I stand in your way; that if I had a mind to, I
might stand there forever! Hang it, sir, I am playing the part of a
saint. I have but a word to say to settle my case, and to settle
yours. But I have my eye on a lady neither so young nor so pretty as
my cousin, yet whom I can marry with a better conscience, for she
expects no more than I can give her. Nevertheless, I don’t answer
for myself. A man isn’t a saint every day in the week. Talk about
conscience when a beautiful girl sits gazing at you through a mist of
tears! O, you have yourself to thank for it all! A year and a half
ago, if you hadn’t treated me like a swindler, Nora would have been
content to treat me like a friend. But women have a fancy for an
outlaw. You turned me out of doors, and Nora’s heart went with me.
It has followed me ever since. Here I sit with my ugly face and hold
it in my hand. As I say, I don’t quite know what to do with it. You
propose an arrangement, I inquire your terms. A man loved is a man
listened to. If I were to say to Nora to-morrow, ‘My dear girl, you
have made a mistake. You are in a false position. Go back to Mr.
Lawrence directly, and then we will talk about it!’ she would look at
me a moment with those beautiful eyes of hers, she would sigh, she
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