Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
Thus urged, Roger told his story. Her attention made him understand
it better himself, and, as he talked, he worked off the superficial
disorder of his grief. When he came to speak of this dismal
contingency of Nora’s love for her cousin, he threw himself frankly
upon Miss Sands’s pity, upon her wisdom. “Is such a thing possible?”
he asked. “Do you believe it?”
She raised her eyebrows. “You must remember that I know neither Miss
Lambert nor the gentleman you speak of. I can hardly risk a
judgment; I can only say this, that the general effect of your story
is to diminish my esteem for women,—to elevate my opinion of men.”
“O, except Nora on one side, and Fenton on the other! Nora is an
angel!”
Miss Sands gave a vexed smile. “Possibly! You are a man, and you
ought to have loved a woman. Angels have a good conscience
guaranteed them; they may do what they please. If I should except
any one, it would be Mr. Hubert Lawrence. I met him the other
evening.”
“You think it is Hubert then?” Roger demanded mournfully.
Miss Sands broke into a brilliant laugh. “For an angel, Miss Lambert
hasn’t lost her time on earth! But don’t ask me for advice, Mr.
Lawrence; at least not now and here. Come and see me to-morrow, or
this evening. Don’t regret having spoken; you may believe at least
that the burden of your grief is shared. It was too miserable that
at such a time you should be sitting here alone, feeding upon your
own heart.”
These seemed to Roger excellent words; they lost nothing on the
speaker’s lips. She was indeed extremely beautiful; her face,
softened by intelligent pity, was lighted by a gleam of tender irony
of his patience. Was he, after all, stupidly patient, ignobly fond?
There was in Miss Sands something delightfully rich and mellow.
Nora, for an instant, seemed a flighty school-girl. He looked about
him, vaguely questioning the empty air, longing for rest, yet
dreading forfeiture. He left his place and strolled across the
dull-colored turf. At the base of a tree, on its little bed of
sparse raw verdure, he suddenly spied the first violet of the year.
He stooped and picked it: its mild firm tint was the color of
friendship. He brought it back to Miss Sands, who now had risen with
her companion and was preparing to return to the carriage. He
silently offered her the violet,—a mere pin’s head of bloom; a
passionate throb of his heart had told him that this was all he could
offer her. She took it with a sober smile; it seemed to grow pale
beneath her dark blue eyes. “We shall see you again?” she said.
Roger felt himself blushing to his brows. He had a vision on either
hand of an offered cup,—the deep-hued wine of illusion,—the bitter
draught of constancy. A certain passionate instinct answered,—an
instinct deeper than his wisdom, his reason, his virtue,—deep as his
love. “Not now,” he said. “A year hence!”
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