Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
feeling, seeing nothing but the glaring, mocking brightness of the
day. At last he sat down on a bench; the delicious mildness of the
air almost sickened him. It was some time before he perceived
through the mist of his thoughts that two ladies had descended from a
carriage hard by, and were approaching his bench,—the only one near
at hand. One of these ladies was of great age and evidently infirm;
she came slowly, leaning on her companion’s arm; she wore a green
shade over her eyes. The younger lady, who was in the prime of youth
and beauty, supported her friend with peculiar tenderness. As Roger
rose to give them place, he dimly observed on the young lady’s face a
movement of recognition, a smile,—the smile of Miss Sands! Blushing
slightly, she frankly greeted him. He met her with the best grace at
his command, and felt her eyes, as he spoke, scanning the trouble in
his aspect. “There is no need of my introducing you to my aunt,” she
said. “She has lost her hearing, and her only pleasure is to bask in
the sun.” She turned and helped this venerable invalid to settle
herself on the bench, put a shawl about her, and satisfied her feeble
needs with filial solicitude. At the end of ten minutes of
commonplace talk, relieved however by certain intelligent glances on
either side, Roger found a kind of healing quality in the presence of
this agreeable woman. At last these sympathetic eye-beams resolved
themselves, on Miss Sands’s part, into speech. “You are either very
unwell, Mr. Lawrence, or very unhappy.”
Roger hesitated an instant, under the empire of that stubborn
aversion to complaint which, in his character, was half modesty and
half philosophy. But Miss Sands seemed to sit there eying him so
like the genius of friendship, that he answered simply, “I am
unhappy!”
“I was afraid it would come!” said Miss Sands. “It seemed to me when
we met, a year ago, that your spirits were too high for this life.
You know you told me something which gives me the right,—I was going
to say, to be interested; let me say, at least, to be compassionate.”
“I hardly remember what I told you. I only know that I admired you
to a degree which may very well have loosened my tongue.”
“O, it was about the charms of another you spoke! You told me about
the young girl to whom you had devoted yourself.”
“I was dreaming then; now I am awake!” Roger hung his head and poked
the ground with his stick. Suddenly he looked up, and she saw that
his eyes were filled with tears. “Dear lady,” he said, “you have
stirred deep waters! Don’t question me. I am ridiculous with
disappointment and sorrow!”
She gently laid her hand upon his arm. “Let me hear it all! I
assure you I can’t go away and leave you sitting here the same image
of suicidal despair I found you.”
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