Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
carpets and curtains, of a regenerated kitchen, of a series of new
caps, of her niece coming to sew. Nora was the narrow end of the
wedge; it would broaden with her growth. Lucinda therefore was
gracious.
For Roger it seemed as if life had begun afresh and the world had put
on a new face. High above the level horizon now, clearly defined
against the empty sky, rose this small commanding figure, with the
added magnitude that objects acquire in this position. She gave him
a great deal to think about. The child a man begets and rears weaves
its existence insensibly into the tissue of his life, so that he
becomes trained by fine degrees to the paternal office. But Roger
had to skip experience, and spring with a bound into the paternal
consciousness. In fact he missed his leap, and never tried again.
Time should induct him at leisure into his proper honors, whatever
they might be. He felt a strong aversion to claim in the child that
prosaic right of property which belongs to the paternal name. He
eagerly accepted his novel duties and cares, but he shrank with a
tender humility of temper from all precise definition of his rights.
He was too young and too sensible of his youth to wish to give this
final turn to things. His heart was flattered, rather, by the idea
of living at the mercy of change which might always be change for the
better. It lay close to his heart, however, to drive away the dusky
fears and sordid memories of Nora’s anterior life. He strove to
conceal the past from her childish sense by a great pictured screen
of present joys and comforts. He wished her life to date from the
moment he had taken her home. He had taken her for better, for
worse; but he longed to quench all baser chances in the daylight of
actual security. His philosophy in this as in all things was
extremely simple,—to make her happy that she might be good.
Meanwhile as he cunningly devised her happiness, his own seemed
securely established. He felt twice as much a man as before, and the
world seemed as much again a world. All his small stale merits
became fragrant with the virtue of unselfish use.
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