Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
He had debated some time as to whether he should write to Hubert and
as to how he should write. Hubert Lawrence was some four years his
junior; but Roger had always allowed him a large precedence in the
things of the mind. Hubert had just commenced parson; it seemed now
that grace would surely lend a generous hand to nature and complete
the circle of his accomplishments. He was extremely good-looking and
clever with just such a cleverness as seemed but an added personal
charm. He and Roger had been much together in early life and had
formed an intimacy strangely compounded of harmony and discord.
Utterly unlike in temper and tone, they neither thought nor felt nor
acted together on any single point. Roger was constantly differing,
mutely and profoundly, and Hubert frankly and sarcastically; but
each, nevertheless, seemed to find in the other an irritating
counterpart and complement. They had between them a kind of boyish
levity which kept them from lingering long on delicate ground; but
they felt at times that they belonged, by temperament, to
irreconcilable camps, and that the more each of them came to lead his
own life, the more their lives would diverge. Roger was of a loving
turn of mind, and it cost him many a sigh that a certain glassy
hardness of soul on his cousin’s part was forever blunting the edge
of his affection. He nevertheless had a deep regard for Hubert; he
admired his talents, he enjoyed his society, he wrapped him about
with his good-will. He had told him more than once that he cared for
him more than Hubert would ever believe, could in the nature of
things believe. He was willing to take his cousin seriously, even
when he knew his cousin was not taking him so. Hubert, who reserved
his faith for heavenly mysteries, had small credence for earthly
ones, and he would have affirmed that to his perception they loved
each other with a precisely equal ardor, beyond everything in life,
to wit, but themselves. Roger had in his mind a kind of metaphysical
“idea” of a possible Hubert, which the actual Hubert took a wanton
satisfaction in turning upside down. Roger had drawn in his fancy a
pure and ample outline, into which the young ecclesiastic projected a
perversely ill-fitting shadow. Roger took his cousin more seriously
than the young man took himself. In fact, Hubert had apparently come
into the world to play. He played at life, altogether; he played at
learning, he played at theology, he played at friendship; and it was
to be conjectured that, on particular holidays, he would play pretty
hard at love. Hubert, for some time, had been settled in New York,
and of late they had exchanged but few letters. Something had been
said about Hubert’s coming to spend a part of his summer vacation
with his cousin; now that the latter was at the head of a household
and a family, Roger reminded him of their understanding. He had
finally told him his little romance, with a fine bravado of
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