Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
of her mind she had come to reflect upon it, and deem it less and
less a matter of course. He meditated much as to whether he should
frankly talk it over with her and allow her to feel that, for him as
well, their relation could never become commonplace. This would be
in a measure untender, but would it not be prudent? Ought he not, in
the interest of his final purpose, to infuse into her soul in her
sensitive youth an impression of all that she owed him, so that when
his time had come, if her imagination should lead her a-wandering,
gratitude would stay her steps? A dozen times over he was on the
verge of making his point, of saying, “Nora, Nora, these are not
vulgar alms; I expect a return. One of these days you must pay your
debt. Guess my riddle! I love you less than you think—and more! A
word to the wise.” But he was silenced by a saving sense of the
brutality of such a course and by a suspicion that, after all, it was
not needful. A passion of gratitude was silently gathering in the
young girl’s heart: that heart could be trusted to keep its
engagements. A deep conciliatory purpose seemed now to pervade her
life, of infinite delight to Roger as little by little it stole upon
his mind like the fragrance of a deepening spring. He had his idea;
he suspected that she had hers. They were but opposite faces of the
same deep need. Her musing silence, her deliberate smiles, the
childish keenness of her questionings, the delicacy of her little
nameless services and caresses, were all a kind of united
acknowledgment and promise.
On Christmas eve they sat together alone by a blazing log-fire in
Roger’s little library. He had been reading aloud a chapter of his
diary, to which Nora sat listening in dutiful demureness, though her
thoughts evidently were nearer home than Cuba and Peru. There is no
denying it was dull; he could gossip to better purpose. He felt its
dulness himself, and closing it finally with good-humored petulance,
declared it was fit only to throw into the fire. Upon which Nora
looked up, protesting. “You must do no such thing,” she said. “You
must keep your journals carefully, and one of these days I shall have
them bound in morocco and gilt, and ranged in a row in my own
bookcase.”
“That is but a polite way of burning them up,” said Roger. “They
will be as little read as if they were in the fire. I don’t know how
it is. They seemed to be very amusing when I wrote them: they are as
stale as an old newspaper now. I can’t write: that’s the amount of
it. I am a very stupid fellow, Nora; you might as well know it first
as last.”
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