Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
“You must not forbid me, Roger. I can’t think of them without
thinking of you. This is Christmas eve! Miss Murray told us that we
must never let it pass without thinking of all that it means. But
without Miss Murray, I have been thinking all day of things which are
hard to name,—of death and life, of my parents and you, of my
incredible happiness. I feel to-night like a princess in a
fairy-tale. I am a poor creature, without a friend, without a penny
or a home; and yet, here I sit by a blazing fire, with money, with
food, with clothes, with love. The snow outside is burying the
stone-walls, and yet here I can sit and simply say, ‘How pretty!’
Suppose I were in it, wandering and begging,—I might have been!
Should I think it pretty then? Roger, Roger, I am no one’s child!”
The tremor in her voice deepened, and she broke into a sudden passion
of tears. Roger took her in his arms and tried to soothe away her
sobs. But she disengaged herself and went on with an almost fierce
exaltation: “No, no, I won’t be comforted! I have had comfort
enough; I hate it. I want for an hour to be myself and feel how
little that is, to be my miserable father’s daughter, to fancy I hear
my mother’s voice. I have never spoken of them before; you must let
me to-night. You must tell me about my father; you know something.
I don’t. You never refused me anything, Roger; don’t refuse me this.
He was not good, like you; but now he can do no harm. You have never
mentioned his name to me, but happy as we are here together, we ought
not,—we ought not, to despise him!”
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