Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
The man looked at the proffered note and made no movement to accept
it. Then raising his eyes to Roger’s face,—eyes streaming with
tears of helpless rage and baffled want,—“O, the devil!” he cried.
“What can I do with ten dollars? D—n it, I don’t know how to beg.
Listen to me! If you don’t give me what I ask, I shall cut my
throat! Think of that. On your head be the penalty!”
Lawrence pocketed his note and rose to his feet. “No, decidedly,” he
said, “you don’t know how to beg!” A moment after, he had left the
hotel and was walking rapidly toward a well-remembered dwelling. He
was shocked and discomposed by this brutal collision with want and
vice; but as he walked, the cool night-air suggested sweeter things.
The image of his heated petitioner was speedily replaced by the
calmer figure of Isabel Morton.
He had come to know Isabel Morton three years before, through a visit
she had then made to one of his neighbors in the country. In spite
of his unventurous tastes and the even tenor of his habits, Lawrence
was by no means lacking, as regards life, in what the French call
_les grandes curiosités_; but from an early age his curiosity had
chiefly taken the form of a timid but strenuous desire to fathom the
depths of matrimony. He had dreamed of this gentle bondage as other
men dream of the “free unhoused condition” of celibacy. He had been
born a marrying man, with a conscious desire for progeny. The world
in this respect had not done him justice. It had supposed him to be
wrapped up in his petty comforts: whereas, in fact, he was serving a
devout apprenticeship to the profession of husband and father.
Feeling at twenty-six that he had something to offer a woman, he
allowed himself to become interested in Miss Morton. It was rather
odd that a man of tremors and blushes should in this line have been
signally bold; for Miss Morton had the reputation of being extremely
fastidious, and was supposed to wear some dozen broken hearts on her
girdle, as an Indian wears the scalps of his enemies.
It is said that, as a rule, men fall in love with their opposites;
certainly Lawrence’s mistress was not fashioned in his own image. He
was the most unobtrusively natural of men; she, on the other hand,
was pre-eminently artificial. She was pretty, but not really so
pretty as she seemed; clever, but not intelligent; amiable, but not
sympathetic. She possessed in perfection the manner of society,
which she lavished with indiscriminate grace on the just and the
unjust, and which very effectively rounded and completed the somewhat
meagre outline of her personal character. In reality, Miss Morton
was keenly ambitious. A woman of simpler needs, she might very well
have accepted our hero. He offered himself with urgent and obstinate
warmth. She esteemed him more than any man she had known,—so she
told him; but she added that the man she married must satisfy her
heart. Her heart, she did not add, was bent upon a carriage and
diamonds.
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