Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
“He has known me as a child,” she continued, heedless of his sarcasm.
“I shall always be a child, for him.”
“He will like that,” said Fenton. “He will like a child of twenty.”
Nora, for an instant was lost in meditation. “As regards marriage,”
she said at last, quietly, “I will do what Roger wishes.”
Fenton lost patience. “Roger be hanged!” he cried. “You are not his
slave. You must choose for yourself and act for yourself. You must
obey your own heart. You don’t know what you are talking about. One
of these days your heart will say its say. Then we shall see what
becomes of Roger’s wishes! If he wants to make what he pleases of
you, he should have taken you younger,—or older! Don’t tell me
seriously that you can ever love (don’t play upon words: love, I
mean, in the one sense that means anything!) such a solemn little fop
as that! Don’t protest, my dear girl; I must have my say. I speak
in your own interest; I speak, at any rate, from my own heart. I
detest the man. I came here perfectly on the square, and he has
treated me as if I weren’t fit to touch with tongs. I am poor, I
have my way to make, I ain’t fashionable; but I’m an honest man, for
all that, and as good as he, take me altogether. Why can’t he show
me a moment’s frankness? Why can’t he take me by the hand, and say,
‘Come, young man, I’ve got capital, and you’ve got brains; let’s pull
together a stroke?’ Does he think I want to steal his spoons or pick
his pocket? Is that hospitality? It’s a poor kind.”
This passionate outbreak, prompted in about equal measure by baffled
ambition and wounded conceit, made sad havoc with Nora’s loyalty to
her friend. Her sense of natural property in her cousin,—the
instinct of free affection alternating more gratefully than she knew
with the dim consciousness of measured dependence,—had become in her
heart a sort of sweet excitement. It made her feel that Roger’s
mistrust was cruel; it was doubly cruel that George should feel it.
Two angry men, at any rate, were quarrelling about her, and she must
avert an explosion. She promised herself to dismiss Fenton the next
day. Of course, by the very fact of this concession, Roger lost
ground with her, and George acquired the grace of the persecuted.
Meanwhile, Roger’s jealous irritation came to a head. On the evening
following the little scene I have narrated the young couple sat by
the fire in the library; Fenton on a stool at his cousin’s feet
holding, while Nora wound them on reels, the wools which were to be
applied to the manufacture of those invidious slippers. Roger, after
grimly watching their mutual amenities for some time over the cover
of a book, unable to master his fierce discomposure, departed with a
telltale stride. They heard him afterwards walking up and down the
piazza, where he was appealing from his troubled nerves to the
ordered quietude of the stars.
“He hates me so,” said Fenton, “that I believe if I were to go out
there he would draw a knife.”
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