Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
Miss Morton addressed herself to her niece’s tapestry, and, as her
lover went on with manly eloquence, glanced up at him from her work
with feminine keenness. He spoke of his persistent love, of his long
waiting and his passionate hope. Her acceptance of his hand was the
only thing that could make him happy. He should never love another
woman; if she now refused him, it was the end of all things; he
should continue to exist, to work and act, to eat and sleep, but he
should have ceased to _live_.
“In Heaven’s name,” he said, “don’t answer me as you have answered me
before.”
She folded her hands, and with a serious smile, “I shall not,
altogether,” she said. “When I have refused you before, I have
simply told you that I could not love you. I cannot love you, Mr.
Lawrence! I must repeat it again to-night, but with a better reason
than before. I love another man; I am engaged.”
Roger rose to his feet like a man who has received a heavy blow and
springs forward in self-defence. But he was indefensible, his
assailant inattackable. He sat down again and hung his head. Miss
Morton came to him and took his hand and demanded of him, as a right,
that he should be resigned. “Beyond a certain point,” she said, “you
have no right to thrust your regrets upon me. The injury I do you in
refusing you is less than that I should do you in accepting you
without love.”
He looked at her with his eyes full of tears. “Well! I shall never
marry,” he said. “There is something you cannot refuse me. Though I
shall never possess you, I may at least espouse your memory and live
in intimate union with your image. I shall live with my eyes fixed
upon it.” She smiled at this fine talk; she had heard so much in her
day! He had fancied himself prepared for the worst, but as he walked
back to his hotel, it seemed intolerably bitter. Its bitterness,
however, quickened his temper, and prompted a violent reaction. He
would now, he declared, cast his lot with pure reason. He had tried
love and faith, but they would none of him. He had made a woman a
goddess, and she had made him a fool. He would henceforth care
neither for woman nor man, but simply for comfort, and, if need
should be, for pleasure. Beneath this gathered gust of cynicism the
future lay as hard and narrow as the silent street before him. He
was absurdly unconscious that good-humor was lurking round the very
next corner.
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