And I thought, as I rested my elbows on the window-sill, that these
people must have risen before midnight to reach here so early in the
morning, and that they must have come over the mountains walking for
hours under the trees, crossing the little bridges in the moonlight; as
I thought this I reflected that religion is a beautiful thing, that the
people in towns do not know what it is, and that for thousands upon
thousands of field laborers and wood-choppers, uncultivated and rude
beings, who at the same time were good and loved their wives and
children and honored their aged parents, supporting them and closing
their eyes in the hope of a better world; this was the only
consolation. And in looking at the crowd, I imagined that Aunt Gredel
and Catherine had the same thoughts, and I was happy to know that they
prayed for me. It grew lighter and lighter, and the bells rang while I
continued to look on. I heard Father Goulden rise and dress himself,
and a few minutes after he came into my chamber in his shirt-sleeves,
and seeing me so thoughtful, he exclaimed:
"Joseph, the most beautiful thing in the world is the religion of the
people."
I was quite astonished to hear him express precisely my own thoughts.
"Yes," he added, "the love of God, the love of country and of family,
are one and the same thing; but it is sad to see the love of country
perverted to satisfy the ambition of a man, and the love of God to
exalt the pride and the desire to rule in a few."
These words impressed me deeply, and I have often thought since that
they expressed the sad truth. Well! to return to those days, you know
that after the siege we were obliged to work on Sundays, because Mr.
Goulden while serving as a gunner on the ramparts had neglected his
work and we were behindhand. So that on that morning as on the others
I lighted the fire in our little stove and prepared the breakfast; the
windows were open and we could hear the noise from the streets.
Mr. Goulden leaned out of the window and said: "Look! all the shops
except the inns and the beer-houses are closed!"
He laughed, and I asked, "Shall we open our shutters, Mr. Goulden?"
He turned round as if surprised: "Look here, Joseph, I never knew a
better boy than you, but you lack sense. Why should we close our
shutters? Because God created the world in six days and rested the
seventh? But we did not create it ourselves, and we need to work to
live. If we shut our shop from interest and pretend to be saints and
so gain new customers, that will be hypocrisy. You speak sometimes
without thinking."
I saw at once that I was wrong, and I replied: "Mr. Goulden, we will
leave our windows open and it will be seen that we have watches to
sell, and that will do no harm to any one."
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