WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Well, what could I do? I should be very wrong to encourage him, and he
would take it as encouragement if I went down with him into such a
Slough of Despond!"
"Did you really want him to think that what he did was of no
consequence? I wonder if you have succeeded."
"I don't mean to have anything to do with him," said Constancy,
resolutely.
But she knew in her secret soul that she had been a coward.
She went back to college, to all the engrossing interests of college
life, and Florella returned with her aunt to London, for a winter to be
spent partly in the ordinary duties and pleasures of a young lady at
home, and partly in the steady and careful study of her art.
For what was she to Guy Waynflete but a blight acquaintance, a girl who
had met him a few times, and with whom his intercourse had been so
slight as hardly to raise a remark.
That was strange, when all the force her spirit could transmit went into
her promised prayers for him, and, when to such entire ignorance of what
had outwardly happened, she united that inner sense of living with him
through all. The contrast made her shy of mentioning his name; but when
some few days after her return to town, she went over one afternoon to
the Stauntons, it was with the hope of hearing something about him. She
was told that Miss Staunton would be in directly, if she liked to go
upstairs and wait for her, and she went up into the pleasant shabby
drawing-room. Some one was lying back in a low easy-chair by the fire,
and Florella knew in a moment that it was Guy himself.
He sat up and looked at her with an eager, half-doubtful, half-delighted
look, but though her heart gave a great throb, she came forward holding
out her hand, and speaking in her soft, composed voice.
"Mr Waynflete! Please don't get up. I hope you are better."
"Oh yes! But Staunton has made me come up with him to see the doctor
again. We came yesterday; I was tired to-day, so I have only just come
downstairs. But I am a great deal better."
After this Florella sat down on a low chair in front of the fire, and
there was a silence. She could speak no more commonplaces.
"You know," said Guy, after a minute, "that I was not beaten. I was not
quite too late."
"Yes, I know."
"It was very hard."
"Very."
"You helped me."
"I tried."
"Do you know _what_ happened?"
"No."
"That doesn't matter. You mustn't know, you mustn't see. But enough
strength came."
"Yes."
"I shall hold on, and you will--help."
"I will; I do."
"Pray for _my_ soul."
"Yes."
They had spoken in low, quiet tones--the words seemed to drop out; but
now the spell broke, and Florella looked away and spoke with a falter.
"But it has been very bad for you; you are ill--and things went wrong."
"Oh," said Guy, "I shall be able, I hope, to set things pretty right. I
can get along--"
As he spoke there was a step, and Cuthbert came in, followed by his
sister.
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