WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Why--nothing very much," said Florella, "after all. But we rustled
about when we thought the maids would hear us, and stamped along the
passages to make footsteps, and hid when any one was coming, and
Constancy pretended to sob and cry, and then we watched to see how
people would take it; we never dressed up, you know, it was only noises.
Of course there was a notion that there _were_ noises, or no one would
have noticed."
"And didn't--did no one find you out?"
"No. I don't think that really we frightened any one very much. Of
course, I always knew it was naughty, and that Aunt Connie would be
angry if she knew. But, as we went on doing it, I got to have a feeling
of what it would have been like if it had been true; perhaps I
frightened myself, for we didn't make all the noises that we heard. And
I don't know, Cosy did it quite simply; but I got to feel as if there
was something _profane_ in playing tricks with things one could not
understand, and it has always been on my conscience. So, as you were
here when we did it, and as you belong to the place, I thought I would
confess, for really I have always felt it more wrong than many things
I've been punished for."
"Why do you think that?" said Guy, quickly.
"Why, I suppose taking false and silly views of great subjects is one of
the chief things that prevent people from being really good. Then you
_can't_ see."
"If you don't mind," said Guy, "will you come with me and look at that
picture?"
He could hardly tell what prompted the request; but he felt that he
could better bear the sight of the picture with her than alone.
Florella agreed, though a little surprised, and they followed the rest
of the party into the house and upstairs. They heard their voices as
they made the round, but the little octagon room was empty.
"Look at him," said Guy, "and tell me _just_ what you see in his face.
Yes," as she glanced at him, "I know he is like me. But if you were
drawing that face--like a flower--what should you try to show?"
"He looks very unhappy," said Florella. "He wanted some one to help
him."
"He had no one. He was a victim to himself or his fate. Don't you
think he looks rather a despicable fellow?"
"No; but he looks as if he did so need to be helped. Yes; he does look
like a person who might fail in a desperate crisis."
"As he did," said Guy. "A man with that face must, you know. Isn't
that what you see?"
"I suppose," said Florella, suddenly and simply, "that if he had really
realised the presence of God, he could have borne--even the ghost."
"Why?" said Guy, abruptly.
"It would be a spiritual power, great enough to conquer the spiritual
fear," she answered.
"I wish I could have masses said for his soul," said Guy. "If we were
Roman Catholics, I'd ask you to pray for him."
"Well, I will," she answered. "He is living, somewhere, and I am sure
it is right to pray for him."
"Thank you," said Guy, earnestly.
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