She was somewhere behind me, near the closet door. The unif
was rustling, falling. I was listening, _all_ listening. I
remembered,--no, it glistened in my mind for one hundredth of a
second,--I once had to calculate the curve of a street membrane
of a new type. (These membranes are handsomely decorated and are
placed on all the avenues, registering all street conversations for
the Bureau of Guardians.) I remembered a rosy concave, trembling
membrane,--a strange being consisting of one organ only, an ear. I
was at that moment such a membrane.
Now the "click" of the snap-button at her collar, at her breast, and
... lower. The glassy silk rustled over her shoulders and knees,
over the floor. I heard--and this was clearer than actual seeing--I
heard how one foot stepped out of the grayish-blue heap of silk,
then the other.... Soon I'd hear the creak of the bed and ...
The tensely stretched membrane trembled and registered the
silence,--no, the sharp hammer-like blows of the heart against the
iron bars and endless pauses between beats. And I heard, saw, how
she, behind me hesitated for a second, thinking. The door of the
closet.... It slammed; again silk ... silk....
"Well, all right."
I turned around. She was dressed in a saffron-yellow dress of an
ancient style. This was a thousand times worse than if she had not
been dressed at all. Two sharp points, through the thin tissue
glowing with rosiness, two burning embers piercing through ashes;
two tender, round knees....
She was sitting in a low armchair. In front of her on a small square
table, I noticed a bottle filled with something poisonously green
and two small glasses on thin legs. In the corner of her mouth she
had a very thin paper tube; she was ejecting smoke formed by the
burning of that ancient smoking substance whose name I do not now
remember.
The membrane was still vibrating. Within the sledge-hammer was
pounding the red-hot iron bars of my chest. I heard distinctly every
blow of the hammer, and ... what if she too heard it?
But she continued to produce smoke very calmly; calmly she looked at
me; and nonchalantly she flicked ashes on the pink check!
With as much self-control as possible I asked, "If you still feel
that way, why did you have me assigned to you? And why did you make
me come here?"
As if she had not heard at all, she poured some of the green liquid
from the bottle into a small glass and sipped it.
"Wonderful liqueur! Want some?"
Then I understood; alcohol! Like lightning there came to memory what
I saw yesterday: the stony hand of the Well-Doer, the unbearable
blade of the electric ray; there on the Cube, the head thrown
backward, the stretched-out body! I shivered.
"Please listen," I said, "You know, do you not, that any one who
poisons himself with nicotine, more particularly with alcohol, is
severely treated by the United State?"
Dark brows raised high to the temples, the sharp mocking triangle.
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