Below the human waves were still foaming, tossing, roaring, but they
seemed to be very far away, and to be growing more and more distant.
For she was looking at me. She slowly drew me into herself through
the narrow, golden windows of her pupils. We thus remained silent
for a long while. And for some reason I recalled how once I watched
some queer yellow pupils through the Green Wall, while above the
Wall birds were soaring (or was this another time?).
"Listen, if nothing particular happens tomorrow, I shall take you
there; do you understand?"
No, I did not understand but I nodded in silence. I was dissolved, I
became infinitesimal, a geometrical point....
After all, there is some logic,--a peculiar logic of today, in this
state of being a point. A point has more unknowns than any other
entity. If a point should start to move, it might become thousands
of curves, or hundreds of solids.
I was afraid to budge. What might I have become if I had moved? It
seemed to me that everybody like myself was afraid now of even the
most minute of motions.
At this moment, for instance, as I sit and write, everyone is
sitting hidden in his glass cell, expecting something. I do not hear
the buzzing of the elevators, usual at this hour, or laughter or
steps, from time to time Numbers pass in couples through the hall,
whispering, on tip-toe....
What will happen tomorrow? What will become of me tomorrow?
RECORD TWENTY-SIX
The World Does Exist
Rash
Forty-one Degrees Centigrade
Morning. Through the ceiling the sky is as usual firm, round,
red-cheeked. I think I should have been less surprised had I found
above some extraordinary quadrangular sun, or people clad in
many-colored dresses made of the skins of animals, or opaque walls
of stone. Then the world, _our world_, does still exist? Or is it
only inertia? Is the generator already switched out, while the
armature is still roaring and revolving;--two more revolutions, or
three, and at the fourth will it die away?
Are you familiar with that strange state in which you wake up in
the middle of the night, open your eyes into the darkness and then
suddenly feel you are lost in the dark; you quickly, quickly begin
to feel around, to seek something familiar and solid, a wall, a
lamp, a chair? In exactly the same way I felt around, seeking in the
Journal of the United State; quickly, quickly--I found this:
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