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“Well, I hope I choke if I can't,” Garfinkel said as he passed the
manuscript to the camera-man and summoned Kedzie to his embrace. “Here,
Miss What's-your-name, git to me.”
Kedzie slipped into his clutch, and he took her as if she were a sheaf
of wheat. His arms loved her lithe elasticities. He dragged her through
the steps with a wondering increase of interest. “Well, say!” he
muttered for her private consumption, “you're a little bit of all right.
I'm not so worse myself when I have such help.”
He danced with her longer than was necessary for the demonstration. Then
he reluctantly turned her over to Mr. Yoder. Kedzie did not like Mr.
Yoder any more. She found him fat and clumsy, and his hands were fat and
clammy.
Mr. Garfinkel had to show him again.
Kedzie could not help murmuring up toward his chin, “I wish I could
dance with you instead of him.”
Garfinkel muttered down into her topknot: “You can, girlie, but not
before the camera. There's a reason. How about a little roof garden this
evening, huh?”
Kedzie sighed, “I'm sorry--I can't.”
Garfinkel realized that the crowd was sitting up and taking notice, and
so he flung Kedzie back to Yoder and proceeded with the picture. He was
angry at himself and at Kedzie, but Kedzie was angered at her husband,
who was keeping her from every opportunity of advancement. Even as he
loafed at home he prevented her ambitions. “The dog in the manger!” she
called him.
Garfinkel paid her no further attention except to take a close-up of her
standing at a soppy table and drinking a glass of stale beer with a look
of desperate pathos. She was supposed to be a slum waif who had never
had a mother's care. Kedzie had had too much of the same.
The next day was a Saturday. Kedzie did not work. She was lonely for
toil, and she abhorred the flat and the neighbors. The expressive
parrot was growing tautological. Kedzie went out shopping to be rid of
Gilfoyle's nerves. He was in travail of another love-jingle, and his
tantrums were odious. He kept repeating _love_ and _dove_ and _above_,
and _tender, slender, offend her, defender_, and _kiss_ and _bliss_ till
the very words grew gibberish, detestable nonsense.
Kedzie wandered the shops in a famine of desire for some of the new
styles. Her pretty body cried out for appropriate adornment as its
birthright. She was ashamed to go to the studio a third time in the same
old suit. She ordered one little slip of a dress sent home “collect.”
She had hoarded the remnant of her Silsby dollars. When she reached home
the delivery-wagon was at the curb and the man was up-stairs. Gilfoyle
greeted Kedzie with resentment.
“What's this thing? I've got no money to pay it. You know that.”
“Oh, I know that well,” said Kedzie, and she went to the kitchen,
where she surreptitiously extracted the money from the depths of the
coffee-canister.
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