The weary time dragged on, days and weeks passed by; Raeburn was growing
weaker, but clung to life with extraordinary tenacity. And now very
bitterly they felt the evils of this voluntarily embraced poverty, for
the summer heat was for a few days almost tropical, and the tiny little
rooms in the lodging-house were stifling. Brian was very anxious to
have the patient moved across to his father's house; but, though Charles
Osmond said all he could in favor of the scheme, the other doctors would
not consent, thinking the risk of removal too great. And, besides,
it would be useless, they maintained the atheist was evidently dying.
Brian, who was the youngest, could not carry out his wishes in defiance
of the others, but he would not deny himself the hope of even yet saving
Erica's father. He devised punkahs, became almost nurse and doctor in
one, and utterly refused to lose heart. Erica herself was the only other
person who shared his hopefulness, or perhaps her feeling could
hardly be described by that word; she was not hopeful, but she had
so resolutely set herself to live in the present that she had managed
altogether to crowd out the future, and with it the worst fear.
One day, however, it broke upon her suddenly. Some one had left a
newspaper in the sick-room; it was weeks since she had seen one, and in
a brief interval, while her father slept, or seemed to sleep, she took
it up half mechanically. How much it would have interested her a little
while ago, how meaningless it all seemed to her now. “Latest Telegrams,”
“News from the Seat of War,” “Parliamentary Intelligence” a speech by
Sir Michael Cunningham, one of her heroes, on a question in which she
was interested. She could not read it, all the life seemed gone out of
it, today the paper was nothing to her but a broad sheet with so many
columns of printed matter. But as she was putting it down their own name
caught her eye. All at once her benumbed faculties regained their power,
her heart began to beat wildly, for there, in clearest print, in short,
choppy, unequivocal sentences, was the hideous fear which she had
contrived so long to banish.
“Mr. Raeburn is dying. The bulletins have daily been growing less and
less hopeful. Yesterday doctor R______, who had been called in, could
only confirm the unfavorable opinion of the other doctors. In all
probability the days of the great apostle of atheism are numbered. It
rests with the Hyde Park rioters, and those who by word and example have
incited them, to bear the responsibility of making a martyr of such a
man as Mr. Luke Raeburn. Emphatically disclaiming the slightest sympathy
with Mr. Raeburn's religious views, we yet--”
But Erica could read no more. Whatever modicum of charity the writer
ventured to put forth was lost upon her. The opening sentence danced
before her eyes in letters of fire. That morning she met Brian in the
passage and drew him into the sitting room. He saw at once how it was
with her.
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