Once, some years before, a very able man, one of his most devoted
followers, had “fallen back” into Christianity. That had been a bitter
disappointment; but that his own child whom he loved more than anything
in the world, should have forsaken him and gone over to the enemy, was a
grief well-nigh intolerable. It was a grief he had never for one moment
contemplated.
Could anything be more improbable than that Erica, carefully trained as
she had been, should relapse so strangely? Her whole life had been spent
among atheists; there was not a single objection to Christianity which
had not been placed before her. She had read much, thought much; she had
worked indefatigably to aid the cause. Again and again she had
braved personal insult and wounding injustice as an atheist. She had
voluntarily gone into exile to help her father in his difficulties.
Through the shameful injustice of a Christian, she had missed the last
years of her mother's life, and had been absent from her death bed.
She had borne on behalf of her father's cause a thousand irritating
privations, a thousand harassing cares; she had been hard-working, and
loyal, and devoted; and now all at once she had turned completely round
and placed herself in the opposing ranks!
Raeburn had all his life been fighting against desperate odds, and in
the conflict he had lost well-nigh everything. He had lost his home long
ago, he had lost his father's good will, he had lost the whole of his
inheritance; he had lost health, and strength, and reputation, and
money; he had lost all the lesser comforts of life; and now he said to
himself that he was to lose his dearest treasure of all, his child.
Bitter, hopeless, life-long division had arisen between them. For
twenty-three years he had loved her as truly as ever father loved child,
and this was his reward! A miserable sense of isolation arose in his
heart. Erica had been so much to him how could he live without her? The
muscles of his face quivered with emotion; he clinched his hands almost
fiercely.
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