Erica struggled to resist, but at length yielded, and out rushed
sarcasms, denunciations, return blows innumerable! The relief was great.
However, her enjoyment was but short for by the time her article was
rolled up for the post, stamped and directed, her physical powers gave
way; such blank exhaustion ensuing that all she could do was to drag
herself across the room, throw herself, half dressed, on the bed, draw
the rezai over her, and yield to the heavy, overpowering slumber of
great weariness.
It seemed to her that she slept about five minutes, and was then
roused by a knocking at her door. She started up, and found that it was
morning. Then she recollected bolting her door, and sprung out of bed
to undo it, but was reminded at once that she had a spine. She had
quite recovered from the effects of her illness, but over-fatigue always
brought back the old pain, and warned her that she must be more careful
in the future. The house maid seemed a little surprised not to find
her up and dressed as usual, for Erica generally got through an hour's
writing before the nine o'clock breakfast.
“Are you ill, miss?” she asked, glancing at the face which seemed almost
as colorless as the pillow.
“Only very tired, thank you,” said Erica, glad enough today of the cup
of tea and the thin bread and butter which before had seemed to her such
an absurd luxury.
“Letters for the early post, miss, I suppose?” said the house maid,
taking up the fiery effusion.
“Please,” replied Erica, not turning her head, and far too weary to give
a thought to her last night's work. All she could think of just then was
the usual waking reflection of a sufferer “How in the world shall I get
through the day?”
The recollection, however, of her parting conversation with her aunt
made her determined to be down to breakfast. Her absence might be
misconstrued. And though feeling ill-prepared for remonstrance or
argument, she was in her place when the gong sounded for prayers,
looking white and weary indeed, but with a curve of resoluteness about
her mouth. Nobody found out how tired she was. Mr. Fane-Smith was as
blind as a bat, and Mrs. Fane-Smith was too low-spirited and too much
absorbed with her own cares to notice. The events of last night looked
more and more disagreeable, and she was burdened with thoughts of what
people would say; moreover, Rose's cold was much worse, and as her
mother was miserable if even her little finger ached, she was greatly
disturbed, and persuaded herself that her child was really in a most
dangerous state.
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