She passed up Guilford Square, but did not turn into any of the old
decayed houses; her home was far less imposing. At the corner of the
square there is a narrow opening which leads into a sort of blind alley
paved with grim flagstones. Here, facing a high blank wall, are four
or five very dreary houses. She entered one of these, put down her wet
umbrella in the shabby little hall, and opened the door of a barely
furnished room, the walls of which were, however, lined with books.
Beside the fire was the one really comfortable piece of furniture in the
room, an Ikeley couch, and upon it lay a very wan-looking invalid, who
glanced up with a smile of welcome. “Why, Erica, you are home early
today. How is that?”
“Oh, I don't know,” said Erica, tossing down her books in a way which
showed her mother that she was troubled about something. “I suppose I
tore along at a good rate, and there was no temptation to stay at the
High School.”
“Come and tell me about it,” said the mother, gently, “what has gone
wrong, little one?”
“Everything!” exclaimed Erica, vehemently. “Everything always does go
wrong with us and always will, I suppose. I wish you had never sent me
to school, mother; I wish I need never see the place again!”
“But till today you enjoyed it so much.”
“Yes, the classes and the being with Gertrude. But that will never be
the same again. It's just this, mother, I'm never to speak to Gertrude
again--to have noting more to do with her.”
“Who said so? And Why?”
“Why? Because I'm myself,” said Erica, with a bitter little laugh. “How
I can help it, nobody seems to think. But Gertrude's father has come
back from Africa, and was horrified to learn that we were friends, made
her promise never to speak to me again, and made her write this note
about it. Look!” and she took a crumpled envelope from her pocket.
The mother read the note in silence, and an expression of pain came over
her face. Erica, who was very impetuous, snatched it away from her when
she saw that look of sadness.
“Don't read the horrid thing!” she exclaimed, crushing it up in her
hand. “There, we will burn it!” and she threw it into the fire with a
vehemence which somehow relieved her.
“You shouldn't have done that,” said her mother. “Your father will be
sure to want to see it.”
“No, no, no,” cried Erica, passionately. “He must not know; you must not
tell him, mother.”
“Dear child, have you not learned that it is impossible to keep anything
from him? He will find out directly that something is wrong.”
“It will grieve him so; he must not hear it,” said Erica. “He cares so
much for what hurts us. Oh! Why are people so hard and cruel? Why do
they treat us like lepers? It isn't all because of losing Gertrude;
I could bear that if there were some real reason--if she went away
or died. But there's no reason! It's all prejudice and bigotry and
injustice; it's that which makes it sting so.”
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