They discussed the effect of early education and surroundings upon
the generality of men, and Raeburn, while prophesying great things for
Donovan's future and hoping that he might live to see his first
Budget, rather surprised them both by what he said about his tolerable
well-known early life. He was a man who found it very difficult to make
allowances for temptations he had never felt, he was convinced that
under Donovan's circumstances he should have acted very differently, and
he made the common mistake of judging others by himself. His ruggedly
honest nature and stern sense of justice could not get over those past
failings. However, this opinion about the past did not interfere with
his present liking of the man. He liked him much; and when, toward
the end of their six weeks' stay at Milford, Donovan invited them to
Oakdene, he was really pleased to accept the invitation. He hoped to
be well enough to speak at an important political meeting at Ashborough
about the middle of October, and as Ashborough was not far from Oakdene,
Donovan wrote to propose a visit there en route.
At length the last evening came. Raeburn and Erica climbed Rocksbury for
the last time, and in the cool of the evening walked slowly home.
“I have always dreaded old age,” he said. “But I shall dread it no more.
This has been a foretaste of the autumn of life, and it has been very
peaceful. I don't see why the winter should not be the same if I have
you with me, little one.”
“You shall have me as long as I am alive,” she said, giving his strong
hand a little loving squeeze.
“Truth to tell,” said Raeburn, “I thought a few weeks ago that it would
be a case of 'Here lies Luke Raeburn, who died of litigation!' But,
after all, to be able to work to the last is the happiest lot. Tis an
enviable thing to die in harness.”
They were walking up a hill, a sort of ravine with steep high banks on
either side, and stately pines stretching their blue-green foliage up
against the evening sky. A red glow of sunset made the dark stems look
like fiery pillars, and presently as they reached the brow of the hill
the great crimson globe was revealed to them. They both stood in perfect
silence watching till it sunk below the horizon.
And a great peace filled Erica's heart though at one time her father's
wish would have made her sad and apprehensive. In former times she had
set her whole heart on his learning before death that he was teaching
error. Now she had learned to add to “Thy will be done,” the clause
which it takes some of us a life time to say, “Not my will.”
CHAPTER XXXIX. Ashborough
There's a brave fellow!
There's a man of pluck!
A man who is not afraid to say his say,
Though a whole town's against him.
Longfellow
A man's love is the measure of his fitness for good or bad
company here or elsewhere. Oliver Wendell Holmes.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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