The week at Oakdene proved in every way a success; Raeburn liked his
host heartily, and the whole atmosphere of the house was a revelation
to him. The last morning there had been a little clouded for news had
reached them of a terrible colliery accident in the north of England.
The calamity had a special gloom about it for it might very easily have
been prevented, the owners having long known that the mine was unsafe.
“I must say it is a little hard to see how such a horrible sin as
carelessness of the lives of human beings can ever bring about the
greater good which we believe evil to do,” said Erica, as she took her
last walk in the wood with Donovan.
“'Tis hard to see at the time,” he replied. “But I am convinced that it
is so. The sin is never good, never right; but when men will sin, then
the result of the sin, however frightful, brings about more good
that the perseverance in sin with no catastrophe would have done. A
longer-deferred good, of course, than the good which would have resulted
by adhering from the first to the right, and so far inferior.”
“Of course,” said Erica, “I can see that a certain amount of immediate
good may result from this disaster. It will make the owners of other
mines more careful.”
“And what of the hundred unseen workings that will result from it?” said
Donovan, smiling. “In the first shock of horror one can not even glimpse
the larger view, but later on--”
He paused for a minute; they were down in the valley close to the little
church; he opened the gate and led the way to a bench under the great
yew tree. Sitting here, they could see the recumbent white cross with
its ever-fresh crown of white flowers. Erica knew something of the story
it told.
“Shall I tell you what turned me from an anti-theist to an atheist?”
said Donovan. “It was the horror of knowing that a little child's life
had been ruined by carelessness. I had been taught to believe in a
terrific phantom who was severely just; but when it seemed that the one
quality of justice was gone, then I took refuge in the conviction that
there could be no God at all. That WAS a refuge for the time, for it is
better to believe in no God than to believe in an immoral God and it was
long years before a better refuge found me. Yet, looking back now
over these seven-and-twenty years, I see how that one little child's
suffering has influenced countless lives! How it was just the most
beautiful thing that could have happened to her!”
Erica did not speak for a moment, she read half dreamily the words
engraved on the tombstone. Nearly sixteen years since that short,
uneventful life had passed into the unseen, and yet little Dot was at
this moment influencing the world's history.
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