“You will learn to think differently, dear, by and by,” said her mother,
kissing the eager, troubled face. “And, when you fancy me lonely, you
can picture me instead as proud and happy in thinking of my brave little
daughter who has gone into exile of her own accord to help the cause of
truth and liberty.”
They were inspiriting words, and they brought a glow to Erica's face;
she choked down her own personal pain. No religious martyr went through
the time of trial more bravely than Luke Raeburn's daughter lived
through the next four and twenty hours. She never forgot even the most
trivial incident of that day, it seemed burned in upon her brain. The
dreary waking on the dark winter morning, the hurried farewells to her
aunt and Tom, the last long embrace from her mother, the drive to the
station, her father's recognition on the platform, the rude staring and
ruder comments to which they were subjected, then the one supreme wrench
of parting, the look of pain in her father's face, the trembling of
his voice, the last long look as the train moved off, and the utter
loneliness of all that followed. Then came dimmer recollections, not
less real, but more confused; of a merry set of fellow passengers who
were going to enjoy themselves in the south of France; of a certain
little packet which her father had placed in her hand, and which proved
to be “Mill on Liberty;” of her eager perusal of the first two or three
chapters; of the many instances of the “tyranny of the majority” which
she had been able to produce, not without a certain satisfaction. And
afterward more vividly she could recall the last look at England, the
dreary arrival at Boulogne, the long weary railway journey, and the
friendly reception at Mme Lemercier's school. No one could deny that her
new life had been bravely begun.
CHAPTER VI. Paris
But we wake in the young morning when the light is breaking
forth; And look out on its misty gleams, as if the moon were
full; And the Infinite around, seems but a larger kind of
earth Ensphering this, and measured by the self-same handy
rule. Hilda among the Broken Gods.
Not unfrequently the most important years of a life, the years which
tell most on the character, are unmarked by any notable events. A
steady, orderly routine, a gradual progression, perseverance in hard
work, often do more to educate and form than a varied and eventful life.
Erica's two years of exile were as monotonous and quiet as the life
of the secularist's daughter could possibly be. There came to her, of
course, from the distance the echoes of her father's strife; but she was
far removed from it all, and there was little to disturb her mind in the
quiet Parisian school. There is no need to dwell on her uneventful life,
and a very brief description of her surroundings will be sufficient to
show the sort of atmosphere in which she lived.
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