Erica hid her face; that one trifling little incident was too much for
her, the tears rained down between her fingers. That it should have come
to that! No one whom she loved there at the last--but she had looked
at the photograph, had held it to the very end, the voiceless, useless
picture had been there, the real Erica had been laughing and talking
at Paris! Brian talked on slowly, soothingly. Presently he paused; then
Erica suddenly looked up, and dashing away her tears, said, in a voice
which was terrible in its mingled pain and indignation.
“I might have been here! I might have been with her! It is the fault of
that wretched man who went bankrupt; the fault of the bigots who will
not treat us fairly--who ruin us!”
She sobbed with passionate pain, a vivid streak of crimson dyed her
cheek, contrasting strangely with the deathly whiteness of her brow.
“Forgive me if I pain you,” said Brian; “but have you forgotten the
message I gave you? 'It is only love that can keep from bitterness!'”
“Love!” cried Erica; she could have screamed it, if she had not been so
physically exhausted. “Do you mean I am to love our enemies?”
“It is only the love of all humanity that can keep from bitterness,”
said Brian.
Erica began to think over his reply, and in thinking grew calm once
more. By and by she lifted up her face; it was pale again now, and
still, and perfectly hopeless.
“I suppose you think that only Christians can love all humanity,” she
said, a little coldly.
“I should call all true lovers of humanity Christians,” replied Brian,
“whether they are consciously followers of Christ or not.”
She thought a little; then with a curiously hard look in her face, she
suddenly flashed round upon him with a question, much as her father
was in the habit of doing when an adversary had made some broad-hearted
statement which had baffled him.
“Some of you give us a little more charity than others; but what do you
mean by Christianity? You ask us to believe what is incredible. WHY do
you believe in the resurrection: What reason have you for thinking it
true?”
She expected him to go into the evidence question, to quote the number
of Christ's appearances, to speak of the five hundred witnesses of whom
she was weary of hearing. Her mind was proof against all this; what
could be more probable than that a number of devoted followers should be
the victims of some optical delusion, especially when their minds were
disturbed by grief. Here was a miracle supported on one side by the
testimony of five hundred and odd spectators all longing to see their
late Master, and contradicted on the other side by common sense and the
experience of the remainder of the human race during thousands of years!
She looked full at Brian, a hard yet almost exultant expression in her
eyes, which spoke more plainly than words her perfect conviction:
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