“MISS ROCHESTER:—I am considerably troubled over an interview that I
have just had with my mother, and during which she stated that you feel
yourself somewhat compromised by what occurred between us on the day of
your leaving Paris. I sincerely regret if anything which I may have said
or done should have surprised you into the betrayal of feelings which
you would have preferred to conceal. I imagined that it would be a very
easy matter for you to explain the situation to Mrs. Rochester; but if,
under the circumstances, you feel delicate about so doing, and she is
still laboring under a misapprehension of the real nature of the
interview, I will make you the only reparation in my power by the offer
of my hand. I will tell you frankly that I have no heart to give any
woman—that the image of my dead wife still fills it to the exclusion of
all other affection, and I feel that it is but a mockery to ask any one
to marry me. Still if, by so doing, I can set you right in the eyes of
others, I am at your service; the proposal will at least give you the
opportunity of rejecting one who has, perhaps, placed you in a false
position, although unintentionally.
“Very truly yours,
“TRUMAN H. WINTHROP.”
“There! I believe this will end that matter for all time,” the young man
said as he slipped the missive into its envelope and addressed it. “She
can tell them all that I have proposed to her and she has rejected me,
then they will surely let us both alone about this hateful marriage.”
He never once imagined that the girl was as eager for it as her mother
and Madame Winthrop—that she was only waiting for the slightest
concession on his part to trap him into an engagement, and thus secure
the prize for which she had so long angled.
Therefore it was with no little amazement and consternation that he
received, late the next afternoon, the following reply to his proposal:
“DEAR DR. WINTHROP:—You can perhaps imagine what the feelings of a
sensitive woman may have been upon receiving such a note as you wrote to
me yesterday. It was not a pleasant thing to learn that your mother had
told you that I felt compromised by the event which occurred, whatever
my feelings may have been. But since she has told you and since you have
dealt so candidly with me, I will be no less frank with you.
“That I did betray feelings which almost any woman would have regretted
revealing I cannot deny, and, strange though it may seem to you, my
mother is the last person in the world who would regard such a betrayal
with any leniency. Hence my hesitation to explain matters to her. Having
once procrastinated, I have not since had the courage to broach the
subject, so she has naturally inferred what Madame Winthrop intimated to
you.
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